25th @ShreyaGhoshal Concert for @A_for_Shreya in an absolutely Unimaginable Grandeur Day…#18Dec2022

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This is a blogpost completely dedicated to all the musicians n band people of ShreyaGhoshal and her whole entire team for being very supportive to her since her day 1 and her lifetime concert journey Infront of my views I personally witnessed it all for a first ever time since a Saturday evening of #31january2009 from the Music academy Chennai to my 25th Ever time in a ShreyaGhoshal concert on a Sunday evening @ Nehru indoor stadium, Chennai #18December2022 🙏🏼🙏🏼🙏🏼 Thank you almighty for been keeping me healthier enough to witness my soulful part of my this birth and mending all impossibilities to catch the utmost adorablly beautiful Singer and Personality of my life 🌺💜💯♥️🪬🙇🏻‍♀️🥹🫶🏻

Chandru Prakash,an IRS officer currently working in Cochin ..a Special Mention to him who only bought my first ever ShreyaGhoshal concert passes choosing my best ever seats for a debut concert attender like me .(here I must talk a lil detail on this guy Chandru only ..a positive soul needed acknowledgment in the consistent process how he ended up as a very Bestest friend of my husband in few months he showed up for his funerals came all the way from Cochin self driving going huge heartbreak..he feels me n my husband as such an inspiration for his personal life ..not knowing the odd factors I have gone throughout..it doesn’t matter or relate anywhere here for now but it was exact days ..Chandru joined as new batch AE for TN HD chennai city roads had to encounter my husband as a senior and someone suggested him to get guidance from my husband..only. He is a silver spoon born single son to an SE of TNEB where my hubby was illtreating him for no reason .. for that Chandru never showed his face frowned not felt hurt ..but he adored my husband instead ..!! What kinda soul he must have been to have such passionated heart possibly could like an arrogant man in learning process.. at those days of 2008 only he had to buy my first ever ShreyaGhoshal concert passes !! I will never forget in my life ..His positive hands ..and only cos of his initiative I have came across this much distance traveled to here now in her 25th concert day in my life ..I never even thought or even imagined as this bond will survive this long of 16years btwn ShreyaGhoshal and @a_for_shreya ..in unsure thought only I even dint took much effort in telling introducing my name with shreya in my first ever meet with her on 31 jan2009 ..(haha she had to call me a lot by name later part of life ..in those uncertain meets🥹 thank u twitter .. it wd hv been impossible if not u were there ) umm.. well.. husband used to Inhumanely torture him to buy ShreyaGhoshal cds for me and shdnt come his front without her cds daily ..he also went shop by shop hunting for ShreyaGhoshal cds where there was no digital platform for audio’s like saavn or gaanaa or spotify or Wynk or YouTube music as how easier life turned to hearts like 80s kids like me and shreya as an artist ..! This guys didn’t knew as only 2 cds “Har pal and ultimate shreya” alone was available then those days ..but he was the one got them too ..Grateful to his efforts ..he still asks me “Madame..are u still listening her n going her concerts ? How beautifully talented she is as a singer ..are u still friends on Twitter?u r one such crazy woman I never saw anyone like you loving her n showing consistency like this ..” Thers is one more friend named Parthasarathy in his mutual connection..with husband .these twos were the highly influential person in husband’s life like none else existed before and after ..well this guy is the sole reason gave support n inspiration in staying in the same hotel once when shreya was also stayed in chennai telling husband “it’s all onetime lifetime opportunity..live the moment..don’t think much on this process” he is the same guy who also met our ShreyaGhoshal In that return flight from mauritius to india in her last concert visit to mauritius !! 😅 blessed guy I got envy myself ..I just kept on ignored his that day phone calls not knowing why he was trying to contact me !! Mcchhh strange destinies inbtwn in the connection I have to sob too while stating this fact .. I could hv had a video chat possibly in her flight travelling time then ..a rare scenario I never even imagined but great miss too. That’s why I never ignore any single unknown number calls too since this incident!! Hmm.. knowing that shreya will never reach out me through mobile calls.. still I anticipate seeing telemarketing fancy numbers as what if it’s shreya calling a for shreya !🥲😢😢😢😖nothing big happened in the connection with shreya those days other than just “twitter love” and my madness for her voice! Well it doesn’t matter then.. those Hyatt staffs lost her room key after hearing her flight landed at chennai airport from ground staffs..lol I witnessed it all live standing closer next to them on that above floor actual reception while ordering for her favourite flowers to collect from whichever possible part of city to welcome her . Well almost after half an hour search for her room keys they decided to offer her another room in last minute without delay ..such a rare memory for me to go thru forever with which she would have had no idea till date well she was uptight in the evening I will never forget that grumpiest face ever of ShreyaGhoshal the world have never seen or came across!! That was one first n last time ..I kept away all the desires of getting closer/meet with shreya on my own ..kicked off away all the plans to meet her in future too ..I seriously never go to airport or hotel in waiting for her (how horrible as a fan in me ..to speak like this..it all lied in the unplanned consequences destiny had to meet on my way with her as if she is my next door girl..encountering her once @ pune jwm on 19 jan 2019 and at Bengaluru kempegowda airport when I was on my way for Rishikesh and she was on her route for cosmopolitan club postponed concert @ bnglr on 11 may 2019 and her car post vit Valentine’s Day concert of 2020 came around me literally putting a C turn where I n my mukil was stranded in anticipation of passing over those 36 awesome scented pink roses flowers with zero idea on dispersed crowd of her own concert audience in the darkness around 11pm .. these locations n timings n how she noticed me n my physique from a moving car that too sitting otherside..her dad lowering window glass .. my tongue slipped from advance happy birthday to happy Valentine’s Day that too Infront of her dad crossing flowers over his face to giv shreya at other end f back seats .. her adorable emotional face .. could go through those lines on her face as how we ended up there at that time all unpredictable unexpected moments.. awestruck as same as me in her .. ahh Expressions queen .she was adorably expressive there I encountered something else from her sparkling eyes and face ..can’t detail much but it’s safer in my heart as how unpictured this moment !phew ..had to detail cos these absolutely coincidental meets n moments repeatedly happening in our later life ..lockdown era after that ..well coming back to Chandru ...glad he chose for very front row of B13,14&15 balcony rows ..not even 10ft away from stage and the height of stage is almost equal to balcony height.. it’s like I can touch shreya in a jump frm balcony rim 🤪 indeed best ever idea ..balcony structure is in a semi curve Omg I feel The music academy in chennai as my second home (yeah shreya voice is my actual home and hence)I have mentioned it as many times in my early blog posts as well..! Also shreya was frequently having eye contacts only to the balcony seat audience the most of times throughout this concert like never before n never after in her concerts..souls knew each other there then it seems n sounds now as why she was interacting mostly on this first ever concert of me Infront of her towards balcony audience alone ! I still could go thru each n every seconds of this particular concert my whole lifetime visualising within eyelids as it never goes fade neither the perfume of shreya in those hugs in my first ever concert dress even after two washes ..I just made sure with my 2nd eld sis too last week when I came across it ..the lingering smell doesn’t faded still..she is too wonderingly..me said “avvaloo paasam shreya mela” referring the thick bond of affection between shreya and me !🥹 sometime felt like what if I wear this my 1st shreya concert dress for my this 25th shreya concert…it’s so fresh as newly stitched only ..except under arms all gone threads damaged cos of shimmers distracted n pulled the soft net like layer ..and only there ..umm I shd remain arm-immovable throughout concert to hide dangerous layers like that ..can’t clap or move around ..hehehe..strange in me. 

But I wanted a picture with shreya in this particular dress as how we hvnt had any pic from our first ever meet neither I told her my name neither she remembered that funnily cute request “shall I hug and kiss you once please???” With which I tried for next 3 years whenever we met each other ..everytime shreya was “sorry I can’t remember..that much” only ..achha why should she remember me from crowd when I have zero talent only in me sometimes painted oil portrait of her ..couple of such framed photos I sent her earlier days must have been around that fans gifts room only ..someone dunno who yet but someone told me that she has a seperate room kept for keeping only fans gifts ! Phew !! Sometimes I sing ya a good voice with zero training have shared couple of audio’s on instagram.. my school day friends loved “neethaane neethaane..” a lot still I sing it with minimal flaws than any other songs..even while munbe vaa I sing wrong lyrics.. ya used to scribble in the name of kavidhai before married days..and can talk nonstop topic on my heart for ShreyaGhoshal alone ..WHATELSE ..my nerves all got disturbed around covid last year June 2021 ..unforgettable month in my life which took away my husband on this ShreyaGhoshal day 26th June only ..unbearable untimely loss forever ..only if god could’ve spared him with me for one 10 more years …I wdnt got that much space to worry on especially when grown up sons in later teens look forward for a shoulder to feel comfortable of putting hands over their dad making sure proud of their dad as “hey dad ! We all grown up!” ..this is the age every sons look much getting closer bond with dads while entering 20s club ..isn’t ? I never got good parents yet ..I can sense it all from shreya n her dad and her bro lil Angel soumyadeep who currently lives a bachelorette life working in foreign ..! God has got entirely different plans ..we shd embrace it ..unless Thers a strong reason nothing is happening in our life .atleast I started to believe it ..since shreya Ghoshal arrival in my life ..”to feeel every bit of worth in her only I had to go through soo Much earlier days” unless I wd have never needed the necessity in listening her or her voice shoulders ..nor even much noticed abt her presence this much.an easy loss for each other for sure ..Thank God for the well going balanced life on ur way ..I chose always to go with the flow embracing things on the way whichever comes hit me whether it’s good or not ..I accept everything as it’s like a running stream on rugged stained/stoned thorns twigs dusts rusts..uneven surface of earth..goes deep according to the location..at someplace a whirlpool..whatever posssible turns ups n down ..enjoying the thrilling ride of this lifetime making sure my sons too enjoy this ride …! Hmm ..well where is this post now heading to !

Glad to Share my this Particular blogpost which is absolutely Most cherished day in my life after following with the flow of life …..after 31 jan 2009 as how I have mentioned it clearly how a single meet with Shreya Ghoshal brought me abundance of luck n blessings n top gear life with last ray of hopes illuminated from her presence..Gratitudes forever in the repayment….I have came upto this moment .. to share with rest world ! Everything else happens for a stronger reasons ..Thank you all whoever havnt quit till this moment. 

Since Shreya made me sleepless from the recent Thiruvalla concert #17sep2022 yes.. to an absolute favourite fan for her in me .. I kno n well aware as how she used to forget these fan meets the immediate second she appears on stage itself as I don’t connect with her personal life ever in any way as we can never be a part or imagine atleast I stay away from the borderline with cautious n conscious state of mind ..all my madness is only for her voice and I connect the magical power of it with my personal life and I stop my connection with her there itself as I never used to think or even have space for imagination to think about her offscreen professional life itself ..but these moments r highly have huge impact in my personal life as how am a superlative in professing in this Professional admiration! 🥹🤫🤫🤫🤫🤫  ..the struggles within me endlessly occupied me as somedays I shouldn’t meet her as she isn’t that much easy going person like I’m here talking here in my blogs about her ..I value her personality higher than anyone else as it’s unimaginable to speak of  How she is actually !

Eventually these same set of emotions made me to feel sick as why I hav to go this particular Thiruvalla concert in the last minute..I shouldn’t have gone attended it and shouldn’t have met her there in that backstage green room  like never before !! Likewise only these 91 days gone ..I opt out to not meet her personally anymore at last day on the concert day too.cos this soul in me loves her sooo deeper in unexplainable unbound name of relationship in connection always feels as the constant chase of millennials of yugams in this never ending Eternal journey I believe strongly unless many coincidental meets and moments like these isn’t possible in repetitive modes on many unplanned occasions!

I m here nowadays tweeting her “enn Usuru mothhamum unn mela(kural-la) mattum dhaan di Chellam vechu irukken..” 

since it’s one way communication..she indulges in nowhere n hence the concerns in disclaiming to my personal feelings on her ! She is always a far away celebrity ,High profile celebrity! 

I’m  well aware how beautiful souls are in worldwide ShreyaGhoshal fans in real time ..the high I love and admire as an audience of Shreya Ghoshal concerts I attended all my lifetime was #Pune ones who all stood along with me nearby stage ramp on #19jan2019 @ ils law college grounds..most genuine musical audience n lovers of ShreyaGhoshal ever I came across and I treasure n respect each one of them higher ever ..each n every moment of those hours all my whole lifetime.. though I ve been to Bombay 4times ,Kolkata 2times Bengaluru 3times,Pune 1time,Coimbatore 1 time,Vellore 1time,Kerala 1time .. been fortunate with help of my husband I witnessed my fav person performance in my life . He passed away in unexpected way last year by a ShreyaGhoshal day of 2021 .26th June !

Yes an appreciation to entire ShreyaGhoshal fans worldwide in this moment in this moment is need of hour n honour! The Genuine souls ever the world has produced and most kind hearted soft spoken souls they all are collectively as much as just a reflection of ShreyaGhoshal herself in each one of them! If u find anyone (bachelorette 🤣) get married ..ur life will be an awesome in unimaginable ways 😀

As I always mentioned and speaks of how Planned things will never go hand to hand in my life ..and how I always follow go with the flow -living in the moment..and hence how I was been unable to attend that NIT Calicut Kerala concert of Shreya Ghoshal that happened on 23rd oct 2022 ..after been put every little efforts.. bcos of the next immediate day was Diwali and I had personal works in my native skipping going Coimbatore in finding room for younger one college life ..hmm.. 

I have missed over 12 ShreyaGhoshal concerts together earlier like this before ..but still that Ahmedabad concert a day 20th April 2014 next to mukil’s bday 19th April 2014 ..is horrible topping entire missed concert list as how sudden hailstorm hits flooded roads uprooted tree trunks on roads n stadium in an hour on an absolute scorching sunny day without any indication as seen in film movies ..

Also Octobers always gives me the hardest life lessons and survival techniques too along with it ..I consider this particular month alone repeatedly happened/ing the same pattern my lifelong though I am an October born myself … how unfortunately I missed a ShreyaGhoshal concert earlier on 2014 on my particular birthday on my absolute favourite Music Academy chennai where I saw ShreyaGhoshal performance n meet for first ever time in my life earlier on

31 jan 2009 !

On this 23rd oct 2022 too there was heavy downpour on NIT tathva concert..somehow later the show started n shreya was having fun.. I was sobbing this side of mobile for been unfortunate to miss it as how much higher I anticipated in making my 25th ShreyaGhoshal concert.. well..

After frustrations on missing it.. as if ShreyaGhoshal Chellam was overhearing my heart … two days bfr NIT tathva day ..I just randomly thought to google “ShreyaGhoshal live in chennai 2022” as always I used to do randomly early days .. like fishing nets.. that’s 21st October 2022.. when I decided to search likewise but googled after ages tbh ..I immediately found out a concert poster of shreya but it took a couple of seconds n not more than that to realise it’s not old poster as how an updated picture of ShreyaGhoshal was printed in it …I put oil in my eyes rubbed again and again to verify date as 18th December 2022 ..it was exactly around 11.42 am of 21 st October 2022 !! 

Without second thoughts or having space for excitement I tapped the “Booking” option on it for over 200 times with which it was not working … hahaha .. it must be that exact moment they the concert organisers updated the poster n it took obviously some time to work on link .. 

I dint waited ..used Paytm taking nephew’s account..booked my deserving seats fixing my possible best viewable seats though it’s on absolute first come first serve basis entry seats .

Then only shared the poster on twitter n Facebook n Instagram sharing my happiness of finding a ShreyaGhoshal concert poster of chennai before than anyone else that too shreya is coming chennai for a public concert after 6 Yrs on the same venue where she performed her one last public concert on #5march2016 Nehru indoor stadium which was also my 11th Shreya Ghoshal concert by then ..

Haha I hvnt waited inbtwn these many ages for her to come back instead I went away from Tamilnadu to

Bombay-4times

Kolkata-2 times

pune -1 time

Bengaluru-2time

Thiruvalla,Kerala-1 time

One private gig in chennai feb2018

One Valentine’s Day vit @ vellore feb2020

One vtk audio launch @ vels uni pallavaram chennai 2sep2022

Inbtwn making 24 times earlier together !

Well moving on.. I considered finding a ShreyaGhoshal concert poster all on my own without anyone else prior notice as such a huge blessings and cdnt contain my happiness as felt it as shreya’s intentions of making me treating me special as it sounded as if she is saying “Anandhi …wait there in chennai ..u needn’t to come out anywhere in reaching me anymore ..now..it’s my turn to reach you ..coming out there at ur hometown with all my own plans and even more Grandeur than ur imagination u always asked here for making your ,My Anandhi’s 25 th ShreyaGhoshal concert very very special..don’t worry on missing this nit Calicut one of my concert..” 🥹❤️🫂 

Sincerely I felt it all this way only !

Went emotional .. kept me blank without plans for nearly 3 weeks ..slowly slowly after that only planned one by one n on the way I collected absolutely partywears outfit n gifts n toys for my baby son lil Boss Devyaan and chocolates for shreya and makeup items and perfumes and some books and even flight tickets from Coimbatore to chennai on concert date n return ticket on next day of concert day … everything went out of hands in last minute as how I came back chennai in thoughts of going back to cbe in couple of days but stuck here at chennai for over a month n still as tied up with some personal works n mukil’s vacation too started and cyclone alerts too under weather forecast scared ..cdnt go back to cbe n left all things in cbe itself .. had to spend double now in thought of saving time n money of spending or travelling can wisely spend in buying another set of things economically 😛 Anything Anytime for shreya as it’s my 25th ShreyaGhoshal concert of my overall lifetime.. I want this particular concert to be celebrated by every lil efforts.. especially I wanted to show off lil very special in my attires n I was particular on it all n made it all sure !

Just two couple of days before 18th dec2022 with a half mind restored every bit ..not satisfied at heart on the outfit n left it to jithhu’s (my eldest son) decision from colour to design ..he only chosen it n I just bought it . Well.. meanwhile I wanted it to magnificently Grandeur and memorable tried to bring up my all3 eld sisters n 1younger sis and their sons n daughters n my parents together as a crowd putting Infront shreya wanna cry my heart out Infront of shreya “of all these blood relatives around me ..all I needed you only di my chellam ShreyaGhoshal” 

Everyone was ok with the plan at first but in the last minute nobody showed up except only one sis n her son n daughter n my 1st eldest sis son n my father . I gave up other passes all to random ppl ..felt relieved from pressure of bringing five fingers of five different directions together to risk my life . Phew !!

Well.. in the wait process ..how badly frustrated for spending money lil huge in maintenance of my 10yrs old Tata safari tried to replace with new n hence got locked down in chennai in arranging pension loan with the help of an absolute stranger , an car insurance agent here in chennai..he brought a test drive car absolutely in an hour so unplanned n the new car buying process all went very quicker before than my imaginations..unbelievably.

So the car delivery was too fixed on the Sunday concert day morning only ..meanwhile I dint uttered even a bit of plan on this to neither my parents nor my siblings from loan process till delivery..I kept a secret mission sharing every details only with Shreya Chellam straight as how she always remains as that only special positive soul wishing me n my sons the beshtest alone by every possible seconds🤫

 finally the day 18 December 2022 arrived ..

After tried to catch up a Thamizh movie on Amazon prime gave up midnight around 2am n been lil restless n pumped up in thoughts of taking over my new brand car on my special 25th ShreyaGhoshal concert day that too eventually happening on an absolute occasion of Grand world tour of ShreyaGhoshal of about her #20YearsOfShreyaGhoshal in her entire Indian film music industry (haha still she will leak out everywhere that her first ever film song happened recorded with Karthik Raja in Thamizh only even before she started singing for Devdas 🤫)

Woke up in semi sleep mode aimlessly in concert day after spent spoiling sleep absolutely 💯 been late to car showroom as how inauspicious a day before was at last minute only while checking down so that made showroom to keep opened function with less number of employees only for my car delivery as how they told it’s usually remained shut in Sundays n never delivered on Sundays alone to give holiday for the labours there .I m still wondering as is it so n how consumers happy on it ! 

Well a day before still I preferred to visit showroom as how that sales manager Sriram was waited anticipating to meet me after getting to know me as close fan n friend (haha ppl feel me this way the most n hence I accept it as it’s ) for Indian pride Singer ShreyaGhoshal as how I intimated them to not make delay in the delivery of my car I simply influenced her name without hesitation as I m booking this car itself just to show off her taking her to round off the city 🤭🫣 hehe sorry shreya . But God had another plans … we had lot of convos with everyone else including Team leader ..executives n with every single head whoever possibly works on this showroom of about absolutely on ShreyaGhoshal alone and this process didn’t stopped in single day .. it went like wildfire they asked me to bring my love ShreyaGhoshal to their showroom for free ads..seriously I had to deliberate them abt how shreya was involved in the launch of Toyota Yaris few years back once @ Hyderabad n once @ Delhi with her live performances…

 I offered most of my bronze passes like 10 nmbrs to them for absolute free .

Well met Sriram sir and he was full of mouth on talking n praising about our ShreyaGhoshal alone for almost 40minutes in his cabin .. as how he is always astonished on her Thamizh pronounciation the higher as how a non Thamizh girl that too as a Bengali who don’t have any connection with our roots before could sing so flawless Whn others spoil with entire Thamizh words in name of singing ..Eventhough he himself is a Malayali..I tried to talk about her Malayalam songs with him but His talks were particularly only on my Thamizh language..he dint gave anywhere space for me to talk of Malayalam seriously..I was amazed at this itself n he never talked on her Malayalam songs or even Hindi songs ..I left speechless myself that he spoke enough how rooted well with n loves with my Thamizh language than his own Malayalam mother tongue 🙏🏼🙏🏼🙏🏼🙏🏼

(my heart blown in pride n had tears inside hearing how proud my girl rules many unfamiliar hearts unspoken or even unshared ever before ..I always look forward to hear like these from random people of other part of this world to meet me n I I wonder at the way how fortunate I meet them all in these unexpected ways to convey their love n respect n wonders on my love ShreyaGhoshal through my personal blog here everytime around her live concerts😎)

He acclaimed him as his family is authentic musically rooted for many generations and a Brahmin by himself and well spoken on how his roots of family are in Kumbakonam (ahhh my first love birth place it’s as my native place of around Jayankondam-Thular🤭🤧🫣🪬) as how his nephews and relatives are there for ages staying spending their young ages in Gurukulam in learning music without holidays inbtwn to visit home back while pursuing music as career laying foundation that much stronger influencing it in their blood genes breathe every possible way !! Ummm it’s kinda tease to my childhood passion as how unfortunate I was been in my native aftr 1984-1988 stay in chennai military quarters.. spent solid hours in waiting for a return buses only from schooling days crashing 21kms in the evening sometimes reached home by 12.30am in the midnight too catching last buses .. ppl go hype at village of why I havnt reached home yet unknown reasons… the horrible during every rainy seasons as how most of the evening buses cancels without prior notice n evn if buses comes that will stop 4 kms before my village Thular (sendurai Taluk)taking excuse of that tiny bridge may broken down under rain .. had to walk down alone my heart scared the most while crossing down lonely isolated graveyard away from my village beyond a km from village houses and it’s huge huge trees on midnight having howling noises from inside n the horrible sounds of it’s huge branches on rainy days n the gusty winds come between thm .. definitely not music or pleasant while walk down especially on Amaavasai darkness without stars or moon on sky as a lil kid …. Garrhhh I used to close my eyes up tight leaving all desires including learning music at that tender age there at my footsteps Infront of that graveyard to cross over it at that blind holding heart n lungs in between teeth ..at that blind curve/turning surrounded by cashew farms n only cashew farms both sides .. having own company.. rarely gets other company as how they the other fellow passengers deploy rarely huge numbers.. we can count in single digit as how my village is one of last stops that too who travel in late nights unless it’s a regular punctual school kid like me as I m one of the first kid went away travelling for schooling itself (ahh had to really speak of how unfortunate with all unconditional uncomfortable unpleasant days to mend my scattered desires as one full form n that too succeeded one in ShreyaGhoshal as how I feel her as seeing me myself as a complete successful one forgetting the lost charm of me in me been spent with unfortunate mysterious lifetime earlier.. I might have mentioned it earlier itself as how I feel n see Shreya Ghoshal as me n me in her completely n I never felt her as unfamiliar or unknown person or someone as random as a worldwide celebrated celebrity but I see Anandhi in ShreyaGhoshal n hence the liberties in pampering her as if I m celebrating me in her as two different forms but always a parted soul of me alone in her ) 

Ok enough for now to detail .. u could hv sense the avid passionate learner of music in me in my earlier blogposts too likewise pokes inbetween while talking about the deeply rooted passion in the connection with music and ShreyaGhoshal equally.Hope what this sales manager spoke of ShreyaGhoshal have got its attention reaching her straight.. wish she read into my blogpost n I hope too she dint miss . Well he also stated that one of his uncles is the guru of legendary composers maestros Ilayaraja sir n ARRahman sir as Lalgudi Loganathan or Gopalakrishnan someone (oops pardon my selective amnesiac memory I don’t want to give misinformation on someone who is highly celebrated among music fraternities but also meanwhile doesn’t want to avoid without mentioning the due creditable musicians eventually I also feel always connected with music fraternity by soul) 

Moving on to the 25th ShreyaGhoshal concert day of my lifetime on 18 dec 2022 … left home around 10.40am got up ready with concert outfit itself ..my 2nd eldest sis promised me to give a decent hairdo (as how horrible I m combing my hair or unwilling or very careless for for always going with mismatch outfits this sis used to yell at me everytime for being so awkward not knowing my intentions of avoiding unwanted attention from the outside world for my personality..avoided face creams to go with even a lil Kajal or primer ..especially drawn bad since husband’s untimely demise as how I wanted to not show off for anyone else but to go a lil decent in maintaining an image of decent ShreyaGhoshal fan to retain her legacy ..) while about to step inside showroom I slipped unknowingly but managed well before hitting my head on the rough platforms before taking over my new brand car around 11am as have to hurry the process in moving wheels of first time before 12pm emakandam hit ! Cautiously they car dealer employees made all rituals of unveiling my damn gorgeous sexy car by making me to remove that dense red cover n they congratulated us with beautiful colours of flowers bouquet u could have seen in my insta post .. rest all they took care n camphor shown n sandhanam kumkumam applied n jithhu baby ignited the first start n moved it outside from launch ramp carefully then lemons on wheel .. felt soopar proud at heart for my first ever buy without anyone intervene not evn single soul known other than just me n my both sons … and only Shreya Ghoshal I secretly shared every detail..she must be felt very very special n emo in this connection with me 😇 damn my determined will power I m proud of myself since my childhood! 💪🏼💪🏼💪🏼💪🏼💪🏼💪🏼💪🏼💪🏼💪🏼💪🏼💪🏼

Well they made an amazing ice cake of blueberry.. we had a lil part doesn’t wished to disturb stomach knowing have to be cold till late night predicted around 10.30 it will be over !😎

Took car straight to Bodyguard muneeswarar temple backside of MMC …

(it’s kinda revisiting the prime location of our chennai Military quarters which is huge vast area so straight opposite to Rippon building which is next to chennai central railway station and MMC is opposite to central and Nehru indoor stadium is up left side of chennai central n in the junction of Military quarters entry gate MMC n Central altogether it’s a just 5 mins walk straight up to Marina beach the worlds second longest beach …where I ve spent my KG days in the secretariat which is backside of Military quarters and went to St.Francis Xavier Anglo Indian school in Broadway back between 1984-1988.. if u r a regular reader of my blog u could have came across these in lil bits earlier …to leave how well I m emotionally connected with ShreyaGhoshal in this birth 🥹😇♥️🤲🏼)

where all the new two/four/heavy vehicles goes for first prayer to keep its journey away from accidents.. when we arrived it was around 1.30pm and they stopped crew outside as how rushed it was inside already n Abhishekam was going on solidly took an hour .. I was worried to go lil earlier to Nehru stadium which was just backside of it .. no worries .. around 2.15pm every rituals completed n started slowly to Nehru indoor stadium …so reached gate 1 sharp 2.42pm and nobody stopped my new car as how straight from garage my car is straight to Shreya Ghoshal concert venue even before going to my home ..hahaaa MG was haunted by SG for sure … well I have pasted @A_for_Shreya and ♥️Shreya Ghoshal at the back glass of my new brand car .. hmm since it  was VVIP passes I booked ,my car was allowed inside the venue as first ever time in my lifetime like never before even without car passes to my surprise… it was just my car as first vehicle inside and that too nearby shreya arrival gate n entry door of her passage I parked mine as it’s facing her arrival in anticipation and as expected she too arrived in 20mins after my arrival as how I posted as I’m finished with all my personal works at that moment and I am all Your complete @A_for_Shreya when I parked my car there ! 

Umm..to other extreme end of gate I used to visit this same spot earlier 2009-2012 for early days mukil’s weekend roller skating classes I have shared in my early days insta posts n social media profiles . 

To give a lil more detail ..at this venue Nehru indoor stadium only shreya used to get grab most of south film n Filmfare awards n zee Thamizh first annual film awards by 4 jan2020 as last visit and couple of times for Raja sir concert around 2004/05 for Jaya tv then in those white salwars .. she was mistakenly singing “thoduthey…” everytime in “kaatril endhan geetham..kaanadha ondrai theyduthey..” she corrected in last line and got applauded in thunders Infront of Raja sir then from audience ..and won for even 3 different south languages at once on 2012 south Filmfare awards she gave digital screen appearance where I attended personally from Pollachi back in anticipation of seeing her in saree .. she dint showed up n even in recent 6sep2022 for ponniyin selvan 1 audio launch she came through digital appearance only n not showed up in person where I attended in person two days after her BGU’22 4sep2022 day ..I was snoring louder since the show began after glimpsing a muted video play of shreya performing RAATCHASA MAAMANEY for over a 30 mins on loops I was enjoying a muted visuals …not knowing it was my love ShreyaGhoshal at first for few mins 🤭🫣

I woke up around my seats only when ARR started singing Ponni nadhi paarkkanumey around 9pm ..missing Aish,Vikram,Jayam Ravi ,kaarthi,Trisha,Mani sir ..,etc celebs entries …hmmm for me no other wood Celebes can match or even touch tinge of interest Anandhi hav holding at my heart for ShreyaGhoshal…Thers none else before and none else exists after just ShreyaGhoshal in my heart or interest or craze and hence I was so carefreely slept snoring my heart out louder ..🤧😛 I m active perhaps only when shreya is around me or performing me ..I m lost interest in watching these days even for two hrs movies ..can’t sit or concentrate over than a couple of minutes..dear filmmakers… read out me? Can u catch my interest in those first couple of minutes in grasping my interest to watch out ur whole films without shreya ?! 🤫😆🤣I go watch movies only if it has ShreyaGhoshal voice in it anytime any languages !!

Well..parking my new car inside venue where high profile celebs alone allowed earlier times is a mystery n I was enjoying the moment itself how obstacle free …even without husband’s influence like earlier before for attending her private concerts! 😎 I was making mobile clicks freezing the moment n location to keep sure it was not delusion. To my surprise as I expected they stopped allowing cars or bikes inside after my car got inside ..as trespassing 🤣🤣🤣🤣🤣How cool I am ..sooopar win in itself !!!! I kno Ther was space for only 5-7cars park inside under that bold JAWAHARLAL NEHRU INDOOR STADIUM 🙇🏻‍♀️ All the angelic powers safeguarded …maybe looking at new body n sexy Glaze Red colour of my new car …cops at entry gate dint stopped or bothered to stop my car alone to get inside !!! 

Umm collected physical passes .. left 2nd sis n her daughter n son n my father to come from my Anna Nagar chennai home on their own taking no stress over me .. leaving empty stomache.. jithhu left me there ..cdnt wait for half an hour more if I knew shreya wd hav arrived that much earlier ..I wd hv made him to wait to make sure of him meet shreya as how she was always kept on asking abt my sons than her new born baby …since my hubby’s demise she wanted to see them n know them they r out of worries .but been unfortunate I couldn’t make them to put her front …here the immediate next day is his 2nd year uni exams starting and how he n his medico Friends were anticipated high to attend Shreya Ghoshal’s this particular concert before their exam dates were announced … all were frustrated for been unable to come itself ! Sobbing!thought of getting an autograph from shreya if a personal meet is possible then other than taking an autograph from shreya for my long last Twitter friend @mxgorge aka vishal sood..as a lifelong promise I couldn’t keep up for over a decade neither he comes out of his nestle Jalandhar ,Punjab to attend shreya concerts not even once he saw her n met her till date since 2009 I knew him on Twitter!

Collected physical passes exchanging online booking ids.. had fun in clicking with almost evry single hoardings of ShreyaGhoshal human sized humangous pictures boards possibly… and gave some passes to random shreya fans frm the car showroom. And managed to intimate my X class teacher cum English teacher (1996-97 days) along with her recent Heart surgery undergone husband. So not even single pass of 20 bronze seats r wasted !phew it was really a mammoth process!

Moving on to waiting at entry door of vvip category sending Praveen to car to charge my mobile in thought of taking concert videos which was under 50% but later after somedays figured it out as since it is a wireless charger it don’t get charged mobile when doors r left opened … ordered some food on Swiggy for Praveen n Suresh (my native neighbor guy I mentioned in Thiruvalla post as he drove my car to Thiruvalla from Coimbatore on #17sep2022)

Meanwhile ..I was standing alone so lonely in that entry door where AC air was blowing soopar higher after 2nd time fall hitting a lil obstacle in ground while about to keep a step on the the first of 3 steps nearby vvip entry door which is just few steps away from huge stage ..just a wall was parted there..

A tall fair handsome bearded guy whose hoodie had ShreyaGhoshal live printed as we all seen in her recent Aus/Nz/Amsterdam/US concerts … Arre yaar definitely from team  A of shreya for sure ..he was walking here n there Infront of that entry door as he was looking forward for waiting for someone else .. umm dint thought it was for shreya (I anticipated atleast she must be entering from otherside gate)

Slowly I talked to him .. “Hi ..are you Vivek ?” He is her personal secretary as far as I heard from couple of people!

The camera guy: “no”

Me; “are u then the Garden lizard?” 

 Haha from shreya ‘s insta posts I noticed these ppl but not knowing or familiar with the faces n hence the confusions with names to make sure of him that I’m well aware of his Instagram presence . 

the camera guy: he was in utter shock as expressed it all in his facial reactions itself but happily that he got acknowledgment for his due credits as nobody else(!!) from shreya fans side know these guys before as how these set of A team of shreya itself all so new bunch in the technology update version indeed SG2.0 in recent times only …that too first time in India I have encountered each one of them as these ppl were not in the recent BGU’2022 except Rohanshetty n Khushboo and even in the Thiruvalla these both alone were there n not her entire A team but have saw them all in her recent Foreign concerts only .. 

it’s their first job in our country itself ..yusss ..

as a sincere observer n attender ..except her Tabla uncle 

Umakant pareb

(it sounded as Rajinikanth to my ears in my first ever ShreyaGhoshal concert on #31jan2009 from The Music Academy Chennai)

 and ShreyaGhoshal 

 everyone else got changed in her band ..have seen Her Co singers from

Shivprasad Mallya ,a Zee Saregama product 

in his era only Shreya used to be very very shy but still she managed to interact with audience well.. especially from my first ever shreya concert on 31jan2009 @ The Music Academy.. Shreya used lyrics paper n stand ..she used to collect down from floor while changing lyrics sheets frequently fallen down flying here n there in between her live performances..she has to really bent down from collecting papers on stage floor ..I many times stood up in awe of running towards stage in helping her collecting those lyrics papers in saving her time ..awwww..old good memories but never moved even an inch away knowingly nobody will allow me to let step on her stage ..still I used to adore those moments as shown in films …she ShreyaGhoshal is always a leading Heroine definitely in my life story ..sometimes I used to write down stories specially for her to project her as actress in my story on early days all I used to compose music/tunes in my dreams while fell asleep ..Idk it all stopped in recent times to my wonder just realising.. since this is my 25th ShreyaGhoshal concert blogpost .. many memories downlane should also referred by now in comparing between both day1 and current days . ..well the way she bent down knelt down on floor in collecting lyrics paper while singing..could see her distressed face covered by free hairs too partially/moreover  hiding her face ..those lil struggles of her lively ..I feel it as even now as she was collecting butterflies of different colours ..like a lil kid ..me n my adoration level n in remembrance of early days memories around her …ahhhhhh ..have seen her using switching off to iPad on mid 2012 only …not even on #11may2012 Bengaluru Gayatri Vihar concert ..first concert of hers under leaky rainy roof over head drenching under heavy rainfall n  feet over down wet floor .. I felt as Superstar Rajnikant n her as Sridevi of Johnny Johnny Johnny especially “Kaatril endhan geetham..” .ok ..well.. Shivprasad Mallya was there still …no iPad to my knowledge for lyrics on stage but her band was not even average around those days ..I might have mentioned it in my first ever ShreyaGhoshal concert blogpost… she was a learner on herself and single handedly managed her live concerts as one-man army those days !! Phew..!!

Prithvi Gandharv (our n Shreya’s pyaari Munna ..lols with longgggg curly hairs like bahavadar ..ummm ..26august2012 again The Music academy my 3rd ShreyaGhoshal concert in the same venue @ chennai and I guess ..and a day before to this shreya performed a concert @ shilpkalavedi Hyderabad I guess ..first time this guy appeared on stage as new Co singer along with shreya ..I still could remember how shreya made Munna to sing “aan milo sajnaa…” a new voice in her concert sounds sooo good n many times better than Shivprasad Mallya of ages in her concerts n emotional..but he is so horrible with lyrics like me I felt ..as expected he dint survived that much long in her band ..but he got good voice n Dhadang dang n Mannippaayaa in Thamizh first attempt so nice ) to

Hrishikesh Ranade 

 the highly talented co singer I appreciate his musical talent but a very shy guy as her entire band is .. ever in ShreyaGhoshal concerts survived for a lil long .. a marathi Zee Saregama product . Not much familiar with the year all. Started seeing him in her concerts from 14sep2013..till 23 dec 2016 @ Kala mandir Kolkata concert where I saw he was walking down venue by walk all alone .. just like audience!! Strange memories for me myself to admit this moment.. I was there like where was her band .. why this guy had to walk long all alone !.. to leave memories for me to write it down here now?! The one of last times I havnt saw her beloved strict manager uncle Bharat ji on the same day also 😌

Kinjal Mukherjee 

(zee Saregama Bengali product since 24nov2017 @ Nazrul maanch Kolkata concert.. one hyper kid on his early days doesn’t knew thn how to go in sync with shreya Chellam on stage …but nowadays all lively soul elements on shreya’s concert stages .. we have to admit .. he brings life .. other thn shreya performance.. singing current too till this 18dec2022 chennai concert) 

Jaydeep dilip bhagwadkar 

(Zee Saregama product hope I spelled it right ..he sings only in her Symphony concerts alone.. he got good voice a musically rich talent but shy to sing too I felt frm #12August2018 Bombay symphony orchestra concert of ShreyaGhoshal @ Shanmukhananda hall sion ..the only public symphony happened in india till date n glad I dint missed it .. she have interacted well with me throughout this particular concert u can glance them under my Instagram posts n reels.. sm r going viral evn now too especially when I request shreya for Athhimara kombile.. a Malayalam song in Bombay.. where shreya sang Tere bina her second Independent single in second half pointing me n sm more tweeples among audience deliberating how she released it online after demands f tweeples to satisfy their musical thirsts )

Abhay Jodhpurkar

(A KMMC student I believe /ARR fav voice in recent ..will make sure soon . .on vit Valentine’s Day concert of 14feb2020 and next day Hyderabad concerts alone bfr lockdown era started… I lovvv this guy’s voice too .. such a talented guy dunno why shreya took him only for these both concerts..skipping Tushar Joshi ..Abhay danced even for Ghoomar on stage with shreya ..I remember well.. he is the voice beside “moongil thottam..” frm Kadal and “Mera naam tu ..”from zero  and sang these and hummaa hummaa from Bombay too on this Valentine’s concert day @ vellore vit and got thunders of applause ..)

Havnt been fortunate to witness

 Tushar Joshi 

singing alone yet..a zee Saregama Gujarati product ..

Now limefresh Ever A team of shreya era overrules her concerts .. early days it was like “7 sur band” ShreyaGhoshal used to praise her own band this way .. but now there r like 10 more heads in the Team Shreya other than just band members .. after her Decade old legendary Bharat uncle retired from his manager post of shreya who actually a strict officer but good care taker of shreya as his own daughter earlier before ..!! Hmm ..expenses increased for her band but I heard How shreya to organisers negotiate from 65L to 45L and even for this organisers aren’t ready to pay her negotiating further more ..Arre yaar .. even if u pay from above mentioned..it will go shared with her entire team ..leaving her empty hands ..I cdnt take this fact still . To worry me more chennai organisers made 50% offer for students in last minute.. when early birds passes all gone sold out a month ago itself ..! 

Underrated underestimated are Indian musicians I always hear like this n now myself feel too bad imagining about other existing Indian musicians all..!!

 Well..leaving all stories on A team n before without this team.. rolling on to the Garden lizard of Instagram…

After a while he was like how do I know about him .. I was just expressed him how his photography n videography all looks stunningly beautiful especially the ones from Australia/New Zealand concerts and US concerts..also confirmed with him  as he is the one making her insta vlogs for shreya in recent times which all are always gone viral and really amazing!!! 

I was meanwhile stated that this is my 25th ShreyaGhoshal concert..and expressed my happiness as how I m the first ever fan attending her concerts this much ..he was making sure of what’s my name ..instantly I was “A_for_Shreya” a couple of times with which he dint understood I had to tell that’s my twitter n insta id and told as “Anandhi Ravi” later .. ahaha he made it all rolled up Into his camera ! He caught up curious immediately I said it as my 25th ShreyaGhoshal concert! 🪬 

Well he got a call meanwhile from Khushboo he spoken with other end confirming shreya’s arrival through other gate ..

After 30-35 minutes of my arrival..around 3.20pm shreya Chellam too arrived .. in the outfit she arrived at chennai airport around 11.30am around the time I was overtaken my brand new car from showroom..Praveen encountered so closer while she was entering inside venue auditorium.. in next 15minutes shreya appeared on stage for sound check I dint expected it that to happen that much earlier..!😎

I heard ShreyaGhoshal began with an aalaap as vandhanam for beginning her this particular stage entry ..I can hear very clearly n loved it soo much so rare for my ears ..

Standing away from a wall inbtwn shreya n me ..I feel blessed

Onna vida… is the first Thamizh song on the soundcheck she rehearsed 

Meanwhile Anand with his friend Madhan an another tweeple I hav met at recent BGU2022 Arrived with excitement of managing vvip passes in last minute after giving his bronze passes to his bro ..!

Also slowly slowly ppl started to gather in queue but I m the first one stood over there catching muscle catch over body everywhere struggling to stand at all so worst as how empty stomache I was ..wished for a chair to sit (hope none of my fam read this ..otherwise will ban me from attending shreya concert like this everytime risking health factors since 2nd sept 2022 vtk audio launch) 

Meanwhile a young guy coming from inside blinked his both eyes couple of times at me as if he knew me already..with which Praveen was also enquired me as wether I knew him or what .. that guy left for outside not waited for my response.. forgot him aftr that .

Shreya was singing rehearsals with set of Thamizh songs only ninaithu ninaithu paarthaal(I recognised an alaap inbtwn she created newly) 3more times only with this ,Onna vittaa yaarum enakkilla,Mannippaayaa,Uruguthey maruguthey,munbey vaa,anbe Peranbe ..ailaa I figured the male voice adjoining shreya during entire soundcheck is kinjal Chatterjee..shreya’s Co singer a Bengali guy Saregama Bengali winner of few years back I m Watching him live since 24 Nov 2017 Nazrul manch Kolkata concert in person myself !

I was stunned that this is the first ever time he trying any other regional languages ever in his lifetime other than once he sang “Jeeva rangala…” from jogwa a marathi film song for what shreya Chellam have won her 4th national award along with a Bengali song “pherrari mon..” from Antaheen back 2009 ! Back in ILS law college ground Pune on 19 jan2019 I witnessed it in person back from standing front row leaning over shreyaa concert stage for first ever time !

Well around 4.56pm shreya wrapped down her overall sound check n I can sense she left stage ..after 10-15 minutes later only we were allowed ..to enter inside door ! As expected a dozen of people from behind overtook me in entering blocking my way so firmly ..I hated first come first serve basis seats anywhere like this.. !it should’ve written names as in Thiruvalla concert.. 17sep2022 

Well slowly slowly I took every single steps carefully knowing how badly I was about to hit floor ground twice before since that morning..not minding crowd overheading me from coming behind me ..I prayed for a better visuals closer to stage !

As expected after getting paper wrist band I fell down saashtaangam touching my entire body tip to toe over floor leaving no gaps btwn my frontside body n floor ..

almost kissed the dust on floor ..only nearby stage completely when there was not even rust of dust on carpet for falling down just like that..

Must be God wanted me to pay respect for attending a ShreyaGhoshal concert stage like I have never touched to pay respect it earlier before not even once .. for making my 25th time in my overall lifetime as how after unfortunately missed over a dozen Shreya Ghoshal concerts earlier before to make this 25 ..indeed 

a silver jubilee Shreya Ghoshal concert

for any crazy mad sensitive fan could wish for !

I never bent down Infront of anyone else all my whole life to get my job done for any reason including to meet shreya .. other than in our wedding day to our parents n shreya n her parents all my lifetime! God intentionally pushed me down to kiss the concert stage n entire hall and audience ..as a respectful tribute for how integral part it has been in connecting strings of my heart Veena With ShreyaGhoshal’s (adadadaaa..flowla pichu pinni edukkuriye anandhi)

Meanwhile 3 guys rushed nearby me without wait as how badly I fell down ..one was that guy who winked at me at the entry door ..with utmost care “Are You alright AKKA…?” 

I was out of curious than the deeper pain hurting at my knees n toes forgetting the pain felt emotional that he called me AKKA as if he knows me throughly before ..asked him “Hey ..do I kno you before ?”

He “yes ,we have met @ Thiruvalla concert of shreya” 

Me “what is your name?”

He “Rahul of e-lounge”

hehe for first ever time I dint felt embarrassed of my position in all my life ..for falling down physically that too at this age of 41 ..seriously! But started to feel pain in my right knees especially very bad very badd..(I was worried as I m already catching age factors as what would happen if I have to take a wheel chair in future and all horrible imaginations overruled ..what if my knee bones compressed ?!etc etc thoughts😪) 

The same was reply from couple of e-lounge guys before while I was checking with them with all possibilities in meeting shreya with my entire family a day before Diwali itself ..for that they said sure n till this moment they said positively..the first ever time I actually talked to any concert organisers in making a wish for meet with shreya like never before in all these 24 times ! Hmm.. dunno why I even asked them for a meet with shreya !!! Now while writing only realising it all.. as how did I caught the idea of communicating thm to connect me to come btwn shreya n me ! Strange feelings on myself !! 

I dint waited asked him “is there any possibilities of meeting shreya backstage?” Again without hesitation.. 

Rahul “yes ..the discussions are going on about you only there”

I was wondering..within self ..”discussions on me? I just asked for a meet ..these ppl r saying a group discussion already going on about me “

Rahul left ..disappeared into stage ..without looking into my eyes ..

I too started moving towards seat figuring best views i always prefer pathway side only from stage in middle so that easily could grab Chellam’s eye contacts/attention from stage 🤫

I tweeted my fallen down nearby stage hurting knees bad .. after taking couple of pics with a special flex banner I hav prepared with all my favourite moments with shreya in person in earlier meets and even with selfie in its shreya in my mobile backcase ..and her autographs and my first ever ShreyaGhoshal concert passes ..as how much fun it was in the press earlier a month ago ..it took over 2 hrs solidly in making it all as under one frame in press computer as how everytime only 5-8 pics sent among 60 plus pics and everytime  I had to recheck which ones r unsent .. likewise repeatedly but print came really satisfied to my content!

Took my 2nd eld sis help in writing down it’s all four sides with #20YearsofShreyaGhoshal #25thShreyaGhoshalConcert for @A_for_Shreya #AnandhiRavi #16YearsofShreyainAnandhi #18dec2022 #NehruIndoorStadium leaving a huge space in thought to take an autograph from shreya if possible to mark down the occasion!

And tweeted this pic mentioned badly hurted knees after fallen down nearby stage around 5.40pm to register

my 25th SHREYAGHOSHAL CONCERT OF MY ALL WHOLE LIFE TIME 

as always I register my entry in twitter n Instagram! They are soul connectors of me with ShreyaGhoshal forever n ever after since 2009 October!

On the moment I fell down ..first two rows pathway gone ..had to compromise 3rd row as how 3 itself a very lucky number I was content to settle down next to me right is Praveen and before me Anand and Madhan ! Fixed for this my 25th ShreyaGhoshal concert for next 3 n more hours live performance of my Chellam for what I always crave for .. here to mention …to mention This is the same hall where ShreyaGhoshal Chellam also been for many ages in taking awards by seating front rows ..even 5th Vijay tv awards for Mannippaayaa here ..to Anbe Peranbe on 4th jan 2020 for First ever Zee Thamizh film awards ..by sitting in very front rows..after sooo many of her lifetime memorable achievement moments …happened here on the same row seats to me first ever time sitting on very front row seats after almost a dozen times earlier been in middle n back row seats ..even the vip passes on 5march2016 of ShreyaGhoshal concert was offered beyond 10-15 rows only then. .

even after millionth time repeat of hers every single songs I feel it as new fresh n released just now only .. such crazily desired heart mine is for shreya voice ..every single live concerts of shreya has everytime new story for me my heart never settles down even after .. from the day 1 of ShreyaGhoshal arrival I fixed my death n last breath should be in her concert hall while she performing live that too especially when she sings URUGUTHEY MARUGUTHEY and MUNBE VAA and ONNA VIDA …only !!! 

A note to ShreyaGhoshal here: please recheck after you finish your every single concerts whenever I am seen in ur audience whether I am alive or dead …!!! Please pull my head over ur lap in my funeral leaving two couple of drops of tears over my face ..will attain nirvana then only . I just don’t want anybody else in my funeral ..but just you alone is enough !🙏🏼🙇🏻‍♀️

I lovvvvvvvv Shreya Ghoshal facial expressions watching closer while singing live up Infront of me .. and getting lost in her eye contacts/attention..possibly shreya leaves for every minute over mine locking my eyes as how equally she adores her favourite adorer adoring her ..she always values my adoration over her singing 

 “I always wanted to take pictures with my number one fan so that I can keep on sharing it in my social media profiles later ..”

 in Bengaluru airport on that coincidental meet on 11 may 2019 

as how she stated it earlier as she makes me comfortable in stating this fact .with many of others won’t accept as they can’t connect to see this this way so pure ..who minds ! Let them talk ..as shreya sings “kuch toh log kahenge..logon ko kaam hai kehna..” an old Hindi song though..I loves it in her concerts ..!

She is pretty aware of how I don’t even know abcd of music but the way I adore her crazily she loves it n acknowledges it n values it higher and hence the above words came so naturally I feel honoured n life worth of values I feel earned huge in my this birth since then .! Those precious words coming from such a high prolific world celebrates dominating Indian voice who is such a crazily talented child prodigy ..is very very very special l treasure it for many lives !

I can never settle down without going her concerts ..I always look forward for every possibilities in making excuses to attend her every single possible concerts within India for now .. ppl won’t have any idea but expects me to stop attending her concerts back to back because they feels me as enough already n I should leave chances for others to attend as if I am holding others to not attend . Who cares n I don’t owe any explanation to such souls .. it’s my passion n my love for ShreyaGhoshal mad singing..it’s equally the madness of her love over singing as much as my madness and passion for her singing ..treasuring each others passion n dedication n treats each others souls equally..with which people can’t even understand what’s in this certain connection..I never cared to name it to bound it with limits … it knows no gender difference but attracted towards each others souls we sense it as following each other since many millennials of births in this endless eternal journey …with which the world never got to know to understand or even stand with it. It’s unconditional mutual admiration mutual love mutual respect mutual understanding between ShreyaGhoshal and A_for_Shreya with which we both alone could go through each other ..we don’t owe explanations to the outside world in this bond ..!

Well.. no warmups of shreya band ..intro AV of shreya journey was played and shreya appeared around 6.50pm on Nehru indoor stadium with recreated preludes of Deewani Mastani..so new for chennai audience.. to my surprise I always wished and tweeted her to come perform chennai in a saree and used to wonder will ever she perform in a saree in my chennai ..and here look she looks Divine absolutely Angelic in a different shade of green I couldn’t describe and wonder what’s exact shade of that saree still to name it .. and to my fam surprise we both wearing same to same sleeves …! Haaye haaye.. we are always in same wavelength likewise many times earlier ..it’s like how do we know each other without talking/communicating ..here I must appreciate my son jithhu only for selecting down my outfit in last minute as how I already collected my attires everything but left in Coimbatore house after how badly I couldn’t go back there from chennai as stuck here with personal jobs unendingly! Added by cyclone threats inbtwn ..phew .I strongly believe everything happen for a strong reasons!

I tried to show waving that lil huge flex banner ..she was talking to chennai audience..dint noticed me .. her eyes were on somewhere else but as expected.. couple of media people started to roll over my banner ..I was happily posed too .. 😁🤞🏼 I m waiting for newspapers ads on it ..yet havnt came out anything any article on ShreyaGhoshal this particular concert while writing down on 27th December 2022 .. I have started this post like 3days back itself.. paused n synced well with post shreya concert connections n consequences and today ..started around 12pm and without a pause or food or water going with the flow …now it’s 6.08pm @ chennai home .. to this line .. phew too much to give details..well I take time to put wordings in this special post with a care like never before …surely shreya will not miss it I feel n sense together 

Well.. Baharaa baharaa… as usual singalong part too .. while ending this ..I showed heart in my fingers for first ever time in my life to anyone else 🫶🏻 like never before but straight up only to my Baby hearted ShreyaGhoshal .. She dint missed it .caught it and imitated the same towards her audience with a backward leaning step lil down bending back bowing..ahahaha… 

she took really 2-3seconds to realise ..that’s Me ..She showed the same 🫶🏻 after pointing her index finger towards me stretching her hand so cute so adorably pointing me .. with damn precious smiles …I was sending now flying kisses with both hands to my love as always I do .. 

yea That acknowledgment of my singing Queen on my presence in her arena in her entry parts itself is prestigious moments for me everytime!!! I never forget to Thank almighty on this Rare connection btwn just Us !

Her absolute favourite adorer she loves to see in her audience rows and never leaves her craze love in my devotion..she possibly leaves eye contacts constantly throughout her concerts till leaving stage ..I feel my Life purpose it is ..in this devotional connection🪬♥️🥹🙏🏼

Elangaathu veesudhey….. spellbound 

Manwa laage..

Saans

Teri ore(with mobile torches on from crowd as expected)

Onna vida (to our surprise kinjal attempted Thamizh song for first ever time n its amazing as a first time attempting)

Onnavittaa yaarum enakkilla..(kinjal joined)

Anbe Peranbe (kinjal joined too)

“Whistle Podu chennai ..” Shreya feels special connection With Thamizh “Feels at Home whenvr I come chennai and since before debut in Hindi I sang for a Thamizh song with Karthik Raja ..”

I was excited fr few seconds as if she gonna sing her first ever song n Thamizh song “chellamaai chellam ..” today like never before !! But she dint ..

Also Shreya earlier times used to say chennai as her second time but today she dint said it one more time but accepts Chennai as her own home 😭😭😭😭😭 She feels very much connected and loved to be here ..wish she settle down moving her base to chennai only sooner from just Bombay!😢

Raabta

Sunn raha hai na tu

Venmegam mutta mutta transformed to Barso re

Chennai in her voice more often this day like never before … my Godd.. she never been this much enthusiastically before ever even in her recent foreign concerts.. could see her frequently in tears on this particular stage .. idk why she is into this much emotional deeper connected … only God knows her heart n pulse … 🥹 even while mentioning it here .. I m also into tears .. 🤧😭😭😭😭😭😭😭 such a sensitive soul is this ShreyaGhoshal growing into more sensitive day by day !!! 😪💜

Ghar more pardesiya 

Nagada sang dhol

That’s it .. very few songs !!! First half done !!

Then there was a cake cutting ceremony on the occasion of 20 years of ShreyaGhoshal and an AV played by organisers on screen on stage !

She played funnily while sharing cake with entire audience and ate herself after showing it towards audience like “Arti” towards God in Pooja !!😁🤩🥹 shoooo cute..!

She left to backstage !

Meanwhile kinjal came on stage to entertain the break !

The organiser of e lounge really tried their best in communicating me back to take backstage meet of shreya .with whom I couldn’t hear properly ..he came in 3rd new number on the spot in calling me back to meet our darling with whom I was in regular contact like never before since  a day before Diwali (haha that NIT Calicut Shreya concert to specifically) 

Hmm.. couple of random fans appeared Infront of me when I was in seats asking me to take them backstage in meeting shreya with whom I don’t even aware of before earlier till that second . I was stunned n refused to go backstage moment knowing the situation would hav go sensitive if I even take a step away from my seats…. But in my hands I sincerely made a momento for shreya on the occasion of 20 years of ShreyaGhoshal which I prepared on 2nd October in thought o r making it reach shreya hands in Bombay itself to surprise her ..in absolute unexpected way ..with which I couldn’t give her on time ..she left for frequent foreign concerts ..so this momento got stuck in Bombay itself ..I managed to bring it all back to chennai only a day before of this concert ..I struggling to make it reach her on time before this year 2022 end . 

Other than that I don’t have any other intentions in meeting her ..if possible..3 autographs ..one in the flex banner I have prepared on my occasion alltogether to make it as memorable mark…! 

I was lil scared of these random fans alone who showed off late at the moment ..I waited impatiently.. like after 20-25 minutes while kinjal was about to leave stage ..sensing it’s getting late. Followed my intuition taking Praveen ,Anand and Madhan before anyone else from the audience catches trace of my head leaving .. narrow escaped .sigh ! First time lil embarrassed of being number one fan of ShreyaGhoshal in public .. have received many messages frm fans around  as I was kept on surveillance eyes ..I lost count there !! Next time laam No meet with shreya in person unless it happen on its own coincidentally like other earlier times . I never like limelight’s neither !! 

Moving on to the greenroom doors, a bulk bouncer came on my way blocking… before anything could happen Khushboo baby doll peeked out of green room door as if she knews about that particular situation… almost ordered that bouncer guy LET THEM COME !! That guy cleared his way .phew! I was about to return my seats at that second itself to not get embarrassed further ! A lil effort in try ..this is almost that same Thiruvalla green room meet 17seo2022 moments repeated on once more time like shreya concert stage !yup followed my heart n intuition without anyone else intervene or suggestions ..I always preferred to be connected with shreya like this only and hence !!!

ahhh… second time to a green room of ShreyaGhoshal when she was there present inside …I m always particular in the connection with my ShreyaGhoshal as Thers should not be anyone else come inbetween me and shreya ever before … not even a bday wish from shreya through any one else .. but this girl new manager of our shreya in recent time ..is the only exception… took me as a medium in mending my soul with parted soul in shreya around !! Immediate Gratitude to almighty for the moment 🙏🏼

I saw uncle (our shreya’s friendly dad only) sitting beside ..

Me “hi uncle”

Uncle “hi”

Me “how are you?”

Uncle “im fine”

Me “how’s aunty?”

Uncle “fine”

Me “how’s Devyaan?”

Uncle “he is good too..”

But that Josh or enthu is absolutely missed in him.. neither he seemed to be pleasant there ! Soon after this convo he left .. godd..those emotions ran over my heart ..after him unspeakable!

I was face reading him.. he seems to be a saddest soul out there like never before ..that Josh I saw in him in Thiruvalla meet is absolutely missing here ..I couldn’t see him like that.. my heart had own feelings ..I can’t express here !

I waited for a while where the green room was already out of space to breathe ..I felt awkward throughout to go nearby shreya Chellam .. left space as much as possible.. I wanted to Passover that particular 

20 years of ShreyaGhoshal memento 

and atleast one autograph possibly to mark the event and treasuring the day of my 25th ShreyaGhoshal concert in my special flex banner !

Also shreya’s team was particular in not allowing anyone to take pics or videos in any of mobiles inside the green room . We 4 kept silent …ahhh there ..

My love glimpsed my face and transformed love across (if I detail it then ppl will jump out of nowhere and will claim as I m misbehaving with her🤫..leaving it all to ur imaginations)

Shreya to me as I was stuck at her lips alone moving “you fell down nearby the stage and hurted ur knees ? How’s ur knees now ? Are you okay now?”

I was frozen at that moment ..dint reacted or replied anything as heart was caught up full of emotions rushing blocking throat n eyes ..I remained dumbest ever but locked eyes with Shreya’s only there ..still she was bounded by people around n her fingers was busy autographing n posing for selfies ..I m in an untouchable distance knowing my borders well ..well controlled .

My God …she was tied up entirely so busiest …at which gap she figured out my that single tweet in the evening before concert began.. ??

 Is that an “Yes sweetheart..u always kept on asking me wether I m reading into ur tweets n sensitive messages u kept on sending me midnights disturbed deeper from mid sleeps u kept on doubting me as it all went unread ..or what..again n again .. all these days cos I never responded back over an year ..”

I caught you Chellam . U no need to prove me anymore time anything on this. I now know u r surely not missing any single tweets of mine whether it’s to u or not!!💜🤧😭😭😭😭😭

Sincerely she proven enough … if she could catch that single tweet ..that too only few words I described as 3rd fell since morning ..inbetween a tweet, how could she miss my other days n nights tweets without reading into me ..!!! She showed she is the best to me in showing utmost care and love and affection..finding every possible excuses to prove it in real-time than fucked up virtual life everytime! To that tweet ..the mentions or empty still and only single soul responded that too from such a far away distance in absolute unexpected way is from my love ShreyaGhoshal only ! How can I not fallen for her in deeper!! Sincere love for her arouse in me these days personally too ! 

After a while when she came nearby me (did she came really …I was out of sense when did she came near me it’s all in the video ) i just showed up my flex banner .. she took a glimpse overall with absolutely divine smile I hav not missed .my nephew took a video of this moment .. 

Shreya showed her both hands to Khushboo… up n down n up n down .. she dint minded missing to have a look deeper into it overall ..

 “ I have met Anandhi more than I have sung all my whole life …look at number of times I have met her ..”

I felt embarrassed as she made fun in me ! For this itself I’m not going to her concerts anymore or meeting her anymore in person! Thanks for the fun for world !

Meanwhile Khushboo made the Garden lizard to roll my banner ..and I asked shreya for an autograph.. for that 

Shreya “You want autograph?”

Me “yes”

Pointing her to exact place in saving her time ..

Then I gave a permanent marker to her hands showing that space I have left for getting an autograph from her .. and she was signing.. I was lil happy seeing her blushing cheeks ..pulled it a lil ..just a lil only .. she reacted as if it’s hurted “oh! Ouch!”

I have pulled her cheeks earlier times almost everytime I met her I did it ..in pampering her.. she never reacted awkward like this ever before …to my surprise ..she touching her cheeks “ AMMAA..” and looking into my eyes to catch my intentions as far as I knew my love so well …even more than anyone else especially from Thiruvalla green room moments..she turned away her face and smiled too secretly for a moment thought I can’t notice it… she also turned back once again at my flex ..this side .. dunno which picture she glimpsed and had a laugh on her own so well ..🥹😂😂😂 and taking it as an excuse itself to leave that overcrowded green room with which Khushboo was taking a lesson before 

 “only 30seconds guys ..only single picture alltogether as one .. not more than that .. only one mobile” 

Shreya looked into mirror on her makeup before appearing stage for second half as usual check ups only ..! 

Also I have pulled her cheeks earlier before as well too ..but she never even reacted ..but she loved it all in those times before unlike here ..but still..

She seriously took it as an excuse..! I dint bothered her much .. saw her personal secretary Vivek recognising it must be him only ..confirmed him to his shock on first contact itself as soon as he entered green room from nowhere ! That’s it ..I just mentioned it as “are u Vivek?”

Vivek “yes I’m”

Me “good to meet u .. Thers something special I have prepared for shreya on the occasion of 20 years of ShreyaGhoshal inside ..can u please pass it over to her ?”

Vivek “sure ..I will make it sure”

Me “thank u soo much ..almost had tears within eyes ..”

He kept it safer next to Shreya’s iPad on sofa where she sat ..later realised from pictures we took there!

Everyone else left except kinjal ,garden lizard,me ,Praveen,Karthik Devaraj of star Vijay fame musician!

Met kinjal for first time up close n appreciated his first time attempting in Thamizh songs today .. when I pulled his cheeks too not much ..but light touch like a tap ..he was more into showing leaning towards me as he welcomes it while heartedly.. had some more convos with him there as how long I m watching him since longtime and interacted with Karthik Devaraj too .. happy moments ! 

Walked back to seats ..Stephen devassy piano was brought up on stage .. while shreya was standing on side of stage like Nevr before ..she waited on stage like this .. hmm.. almost 10 minutes..she was up standing there at that same place ..next to her Khushboo and Rahul sat together next on whole this concert and none else since the beginning of this concert.. !

Stephen started playing piano .. shreya also appeared on stage .. both together ..had a lil praising each other moments..

Shreya started “ninaithu ninaithu paarthen..”

I was having constant tears as same as how she performed Infront of me there @ u1 concert @ ymca grounds chennai on 16 jan 2011 😭😭😭😭😭 into emotional!

phew First time shreya began her second half with Thamizh song 

Earlier before on BGu22 4sep2022 day with a Kannada song 

@ Thiruvalla with a Malayalam song in 17sep2022

-and today @ chennai Nehru stadium started with a Thamizh song ..!!😎

Uruguthey maruguthey 

With second verse .. unusual lines .. since this I m melting every single day for her .. this is 3rd time I’m seeing her singing this live after her recent Thiruvalla Kerala concert.. first time was on 31jan2009 my first ever ShreyaGhoshal concert in my life since thn !!🥹🪬♥️

Mannippaayaa..

Stephen devassy left stage leaving it to complete control of ShreyaGhoshal…!

Tujhmein rab dikta hai .. first .. female version.. thn cutting into male version.. we hv saw it since recent aus/nz concerts..🤭

On audiences request few lines from “Tujhe bhi Chand..” from recent Ghazal Sukoon..a Bhansali sirs recently released album!

To our surprise “Saara saara kaatre..”

Munbe vaa..

Anand n me requested for once more .. shreya really made it .. sang it once more time like never before.. audience roaring deafening ears .. shreya was singing looking into my eyes .. for third time in her concert since BGU’18 22sep2018 she completely sang munbe vaa holding my heart in her hands throughout the song n @ Thiruvalla too for second time she showed her fingers to munbe vaa looking into me n pinning heart mine with her there and this is 3rd time .. she sings munbe vaa looking straight into me my eyes though engaged Audience roaring n applause n whistles cheering her up .. she later asked to share with her this moment with her on social media’s as she asked she shared it in her insta posts 

“Chennai my love ♥️🔥 how are you so awesome!! My heart is so full of gratitude. This was the last concert of the year 2022.And you made it so special♥️”

“Chennai! Thank you for an incredible evening♥️🥹🔥🔥🔥🔥What a musical audience.I can still hear your roaring energy ♥️♥️♥️ Love you sooooo much.”

Shreya was really into more tears rolling down her cheeks .in this particular chennai audience like never before ..eventually we all got goosebumps after her tears .. emotional moments transformed across shreya n me and audience altogether..she felt so rare for herself it seems !! ♥️🙇🏻‍♀️🙇🏻‍♀️🙇🏻‍♀️

Then she started to detail her passion n love for music and how she started learning music at the tender age of 4..and how she got a call from Bhansali sir and her journey of 20 years in Indian film music industry in short .. 

she sang

Bairi piya… (kinjal joined later)

Pinga (after longtime)

Raatchasa maamaney..

Parama Sundari 

Haha ..in recent times since her Aus/nz concerts..she n her entire band used to wear Black coolers during this song on concert stage to swag .. but today the scene got different story ….as except shreya alone ..everyone else got coolers and she kept on asking musicians n Khushboo on stage for her coolers ..it went missing to our surprise… when I was “why is this happening..how can her team miss her coolers alone when she is the main artist here ..!!!”

To my surprise Anand Infront of me took over his coolers and as soon as I saw I insisted him to pass it to shreya before she start to sing this song .. she was reluctant..skeptical .. I pushed him almost.. he ran in last minute.. shreya accepted it whole heartedly and wore too it without hesitation..and showed up her musicians like a kid seriously for having a coolers in absolute unexpected way .. ahahah..eye catching moments for us .. She showed up swag while her musicians on digital screen beside on stage had coolers too ..it was absolutely fun.. after some minutes shreya removed her coolers .. and made Anand to get it back .. she really thanked in her gestures with a shy at heart ..haha.. I have video ..it all speaks volume ..!! 

Later in seconds after getting it from shreya on stage ..I asked the same coolers from Anand and clicked couple of pictures…in Happiness knowing there can’t be any other moments like this in my life never before and never after ..!

Shreya later 17hrs later shared my this her coolers wearing picture on twitter in her profile like never before and never after …I guess this is the first ever time shreya actually shared any fans individual picture under her twitter profile so public so public ! I still cdnt believe this fact itself ..it’s like she loves me seriously into this.. unexplainable emotions while going through it 🤧😎♥️😭😭😭🪬🔥🙇🏻‍♀️

After finishing Parama Sundari shreya really thanked Anand for giving it sometimes and taking it back too!

Ooh-la-la

Radha

Chikni chameli 

I was wondering at shreya’s saree faalls..how she managed to dance so mad so mad energetically while wearing it to soo lower at her foot..only shreya knows the magic to walk over saree without falling or stepping Oliver falls while wearing like that !!! 😁🤫🤩💯🤞🏼

I need serious lessons on it from only her from here !!!!

Are u listening shreya ?

Ghoomar

Chennai ..a lot in her voice today like never before like more than 100times inbtwn her interactions.. shreya thanked her Team

Umakant pareb-Indian percussions

Ganesh Thorat-percussions

Abhishek Dasgupta-guitars

Jobin David-guitars

Jairaj joshi-drums

Sanglap Sengupta-guitars

Abhishek mestry-keys

Rajeev Prasanna-flute

Chinmayharshe on monitors mix

Moving on to last song 

Mere dholna…

Shreya really said Good night chennai n walked away From stage ..! 

Completely shreya sang only 14 songs in first half and 16 song’s including few lines of Tujhe bhi Chand.. in the second half !

Only 30songs ..but it was around 6.50 pm-10.20pm !

Almost 3hours !😎🙏🏼🙏🏼🙏🏼 kinjal n Stephen took nearly 40 minutes othervthn these 3 hrs ! 

In my first ever ShreyaGhoshal concert on 31 jan 2009 shreya sang around 55-60 songs from 7.10pm-11.30.pm like never before and never after in my life or even in her life .. !! 

On this day ShreyaGhoshal was in absolutely unpredictabile energy ..unbounded enthusiasm in her soul she proved she loves chennai more than any other part of world’s audience…!! She rolled on dancing a lot like never before in her life ..The Besht ever ShreyaGhoshal concert for her lifetime memorable completing #20YearsofShreyaGhoshal indeed as well as mine too marking my 25th ShreyaGhoshal concert so unforgettable in all our lives 🥹🙏🏼🙏🏼🙏🏼🙏🏼🙏🏼🙏🏼🙏🏼🪬🪬🪬🪬🪬🥹

It’s all so memorable in my first ever ShreyaGhoshal concert and my this 25th ShreyaGhoshal concert concert as well as how shreya was into emotional even after days of this concert.. she kept on praising chennai audience roaring inside her ears like never before in her life after world stages ..! Yes ..This particular concert for me, @A_for_Shreya /Anandhi Ravi and ShreyaGhoshal as well as transformed as the Bestest ever in our lives all these many ages brought soo many memorable moments weaved both sides in respective ways .. I thank shreya from bottom of my whole heart for making this day my 25th ShreyaGhoshal concert of my overall lifetime so magnificently Grandeur than ever I asked for on twitter or even imagined of !!! 

While reminiscing thoughts in words she spelled on “ I HAVE MET ANANDHI MORE THAN I HAVE SUNG MY WHOLE LIFE ..LOOK AT THE NUMBER OF PICTURES OF ME WITH HER …”

 I just met her only 10 times among these 25 concerts and 2 more times on airports randomly in concert less days..

also I love the way she calls my name with soo much #Urimai soo louder … 😭😭😭😭😭😭

 Shreya ..I m almost 3years elder than you..still I loveee the way you call me by my name with lots of affection…u won’t know what kinda happiness I m catching whenever you call me my name like that..!! Heart elongates in emotions💜💯

 But

I love the more and feels very affectionately connected with yours in those times ..please call me more by my name only more often from now on like this ..as u pronounced ANANDHI on this particular chennai concert on Nehru indoor stadium 18 December 2022 ..You pronounce it so different.. I feel more loved deeply rooted with you in these times ..the one especially BYE ANANDHI..hits me differently since then .. I m craving here to hear me more in your voice in that affection you call me so dearly …🥹 these recent two meets with you hits so different at my heart ..idk why I m growing more mad into you like never before ..only now ! 

your amma pronounce my name on her own differently and ur appa too call my name so differently from each other ..but I love my name in that different Voice of Different tone of you different attitude of you only.. this soul in me knows nothing else from this world but only to adore u every bits ..absolutely unbelievable year for me since 2sep2022 .. ur unexpected arrivals on chennai for vtk audio launch ..you gave me complete me of back so different ..I feel so new since then ..even now ..having soo much of affection over you like never before I don’t know how to express ..but know that This Anandhi loves shreya so deeper than ever before since Thiruvalla only ..now only a little in person !! 

Thank you so much year 2022 ..you overruled year 2009 in every aspects .. saving ur calendar in my locker !! 🔥😎🫶🏻

Uruguthey maruguthey 

Munbe vaa

Teri ore

Barso re

Mere dholna sunn..

Are the only songs shreya sang in my first ever ShreyaGhoshal concert on 31 jan 2009 n here till my 25th ShreyaGhoshal concert on 18Dec 2022 too! Rest list laam got changed ! 

I’m singing along the same parts of Teri ore since my first concert to my 25th concert like singing forever ! 🥹🫶🏻

The best ever audio system and best ever musical audience and Bestest ever my ShreyaGhoshal and band altogether..will never forget each n every seconds of this particular day

 18 December 2022 I had ..from ShreyaGhoshal stage @ Nehru indoor stadium chennai..Thank u each n everyone for your efforts in making this visuals come true in real-time Infront of my eyes ..I feel it extra special..while leaving hall before everyone else making each n every single steps carefully from falling down anymore ..tried to catch on her car while leaving ..as expected..she was about to get inside her Audi TN…0567 ..the moment I reached there ..

That same bouncer to me “madam madam madam.. u all met her inside green room la..” meanwhile Shreya distracted me Saying louder BYE ANANDHI while opened door back ..

this guy Rahul of Elounge kept on engaging Khushboo…

Shreya started to wave her hand at me soo beautifully..after closing her back door .. I was having “when r u coming back thangam..?” At lips within not uttering it all outside but caught up with her synchronised..waving hand ..her car started moving .. I too waved my hand back at her seeing her beautiful face beyond that car window moving inch by inch away from me there .. as two little kids departing each other with a frowned face  ..in thought of unsure future meets ..! Heart was huge ..and even now while feeling this emotional scenes 🤧😭😭😭

I checked with my wrist watch luckily serving me over a decade I bought it in Coimbatore brookefields Casio.. for last four times I wore it same ..key things in success of meeting shreya this year 2022.. time was exactly 10.30pm..

Meanwhile someone to shreya car driver “don’t stop anywhere inbetween..go continuously..”

That’s it .. her car disappeared Infront of my eyes through the gate which I entered in my car around 2.42 pm!

These moments all gave me a ride back to mtv unplugged live shoot day of ShreyaGhoshal @ essel studio Trombay #29nov2016 in Bombay over 7 continuous hours lively Infront of me was shreya ..and look at here .. Since her arrival around 3.20pm -10.30 pm .. I was catching her lively actions without gap breathing next to each other up so closer for over 7 hours 10 minutes non stop ..i am into emotional tears since the moment she said BYE ANANDHI..!

It all was just another day Thiruvalla concert day consequences for me here too🥹🤲🏼

Hmm.. no manasu in ending this blogpost though got prepared and waiting for her to update this particular chennai Vlog in her Instagram post.. will update after that moment only ..!!! 

Thank u so much for reading into my lines whether u like it or tryingly read to catch flaws in me here …! 

Love you shreya ..🫶🏻

Hearing covid precautions are up back against ..and praying no more lockdown era anymore in our lives !!!

Love you all .. ♥️🙏🏼🙇🏻‍♀️🪬😎

Thank u soo much Sam devassy,Rahul and each n every single member of team of e-lounge for being there very supportive n respectful for me since her recent Thiruvalla Kerala concert n this chennai concert by making my both 24 th and 25 th ShreyaGhoshal concert to happen very very very special in my life in absolute unexpected ways and NG also for being part of this event ! 

Also Anand have promised me to bring that special coolers he gave to shreya today while performing Param Sundari in future meets to let me touch it ..!! 🥹🥹🥹 He is soo kind and without you Anand I wdnt hv had this much fun ever  in  any ShreyaGhoshal concerts all my life in these many 25 times altogether!! May god bless you!! 🪬♥️

Happy New year 2023 to one and all.. Hope shreya visits chennai frequently in the upcoming year like before days !💜🌺