When A_for_Shreya emerged from cocoon with beautiful notes of 2020...

                 Cried ....... like a small child on seeing Pictures and videos of Chellakkutty Singing “Anbae Peranbe” and having chit chat in a Tamil Chanel Z Tamil for Cine awards 2020 on 4th January 2020 night around 8pm ... came to hear that our Nation Pride Shreya Ghoshal is in Chennai Nehru stadium after her last public concert on 5th March 2016 for the Awards Show . ..😍

*Twitter* gives all surprises Prior than any other media .Hence. 🤗

                Yes I am a newborn in loving Shreya Paappaa no matter of being me 38yrs ,she being 35 years for Rest of the world ...It will never go altered even it fall 53 or 83 or even more;only the number grows every year but not neither of us changing our attitudes from under 3yrs old children in us in our Perspectively own different respective Lives and hence I love me more for always caring for my heart to be frank and open ..at least I found a Purely corruptless Kindred Soul a decade ago ..who is worth for all my Pure love ..well, I dint fall for her after knowing who she is ... the fact I always waited for worth soul to shower all my heart without fakeness even before knowing her.. She matched by coming by little late in my life though. No more old stories... well..🌹

                I don’t know why I cried by jumping over here and there for been missing such a fruitful opportunity of seeing The Shreya Ghoshal grabbing an award live in chennai !!! Thankfully not fallen on ground and throwing hands and legs whimpering to husband to do something to take me reaching there on show gallery ..least half an hour I was in trance not accepting reality factors for extremely helpless in missing such an easy opportunity!!! Odd me ,always wished n moved easily if it’s been impossible but here ..not ,Husband gave the idea to Go some particular random place(haha smart me 😘😘🌹) which is gateway for heaven ,Shreya could hop often to and back from her home 😂

              He completely left me without any bugs (yayyyyy Happy dance then how each and every day of 2020 doing miracles supplementing my happiness in every possible way) and I forgot totally about this man after that !!! 🤭 actually ,since I started following some soul guides personally I expected her to be in chennai in the weekend and I shall be pushed into limelight for what I shy way lot and I prefer offscreen  ..not knewing which way of purpose she would be here and hence the sudden foggy morning on 4th jan 2020 Confirmed her presence but I never knew her 4th jan Ahmedabad concert cancelled/postponed so her instapost carrying her selfie from morning flight already could be directed to Chennai only !! The Universe talks to us and works for us every second though,we human are trapped with Money n materialistic things of world ;only few are able to catch and live along with Universe that acts as wavelength to our lives .The fact,all plants and animals follow constellation and cosmology powers in all their whole lives and that’s how they knew how to live and precautious from all Catastrophic events and survives best than Many of us Human beings!!! Yet I am getting on track to communicate with my own universe in that way ... 🤟🏼


              Got up from my magnetic bed after another sleepless night around 3.30am and Got ready completely after by4.10 am after putting short Margazhi Kolam at 4am ..surprised to see of No rain n no fog unlike other early nights 😂🤟🏼 Universe favouring me without disturbing by those windshields 🤩 arrived that random place by 4.35am all alone ..cos at last minute the much promised younger son didn’t wished to come out of his bed who kept on promising and asked promise to not leave without him as he went bed by 2am only in all enthusiasm 🤭 (hope he don’t come across this blogpost n eat me ) Arrived at that Gateway of Heaven I don’t care for rest of the world ..Checked with all timing possibilities for sometime and took a seat in anticipation for that particular second/moment to arrive .Holding patience at every nerves !!


              Saw a familiar guy was walking alone  here and there ... after almost half an hour .. it has to me call him ..is he from SGfamily and whatta surprise,he is and he recognised too me 🤦🏻‍♀️ He kept on walking ..and I turned my eyes on the purplish loring Dawn sky and conveyed my heart to make the day as it loved to have ..❤️ After sometime,couple of other guys from SG family arrived and hanged on ..had lil lil convos and deployed and assembled after short and long breaks in between. Yeah ..we all were busy on our own thoughts and much not bothered each other in unnecessary talks .. but very much aware of why we all arrived at that spot ,so precisely not to be missed for that . Full of eyes scanned every passing vehicles. By 6-7 am ,we decided not to disturb Her if she arrive at those late hours as she may be hurrying up to pass on that way ; seems not happening!! 10pm also arrived bringing all cold wind all of sudden Warm Sunrays in this Sunday disappeared..indicating Her presence at a distance.. though we were not sure thinking as she may left even before 4.30am itself .. deciding altogether to disperse by 11am sharp if not !!!

         When it was 4minutes to touch 11 ..  We all were sleepy heads..the others were sleeping on a distance by seating only .I was with a longing face took a deep breathe on seeing ticking rock at 10.58am sombering.. was about to call my driver to leave me at home who put my car in parking outside ..., a Benz GLS updated version arrived ..magnificently., Slowly ..it looked like as if it’s finding perfect spot to place around me only all in slow motion  .. slowly Slowly bringing all adrenaline rushes for of no reason while nearing me .. and STOOD STRAIGHT INFRONT OF ME,MY EYES ONLY ..And it perfectly sounded like someone ordered inside the car to just Stop By My Side Only (the other guys are nowhere around that place but disappeared somewhere without noticing these all happenings infront of my eyes ..meanwhile I was ..observing)

I could see only a kid inside accompanying none else to my eyes surprised!!
A giant human from front seat left next to driver came out and went straight to dicky and opened it to pull out couple of Multi-Tagged luggages/trunk cases which seems pretty much familiar to my eyes of Shreya bands all these years I never failed to notice hundreds of tag in every luggage ..phew!! Brain sparkled and became curious to know /see the face ,with heart full of patience!!! That giant must be hotel manager ,so responsibly carried luggages and moved clearing way ahead and disappeared too without looking back .meanwhile I couldn’t imagine likewise how the award Shreya won early night got to be packed and will she wrap it in golden clothes or carrying on handbag casually!?! 🤦🏻‍♀️🙆🏻‍♀️Somehow I wished ,yearned to touch any of her award like that obviously!!! 🙄

I am wondering still why that kid isn’t coming out still .. !!!
A head with salt pepper hair suddenly appeared from other side middle rows,just the hair I could see ..obviously of some reasons,heart palpitated gradually!! Though that kid doesn’t come out yet at whom my eyes went fixed up ..unnoticing salt pepper head coming this way .. fainally the kid jumped out with loose/free hair and coolers!!! Still the face seems to be unfamiliar.Whether that kid noticed someone (me only ) curiously staring at her In quarter eyes or not; she turned away and stood after jumping out of that big car ..I have no idea who it could be still .. wondering at the familiar hair colour yet not making sure ; She turned other side -clipped her hair altogether covering her beautiful lil face unnoticeable.. after finger combing stranded hairs and stretching shiny white satin shirt down which was already looking clean -tidy-polished neat white-uncrushed (perhaps I love this kinda uncrushed white clothes a lotttt the details has to be this much whenever ) and zipping black jacket uptight .Now that my eyes went fixed with more keen ..,detailing much of the face halfside facing south ... nose seem tiny .. the lips... ahh I KNOW THIS I AM AWARE OF THIS I AM FAMILIAR WITH THIS LIPS 🤦🏻‍♀️🤭 I could see now Her Dad clearly; it is ITTTT ISSS OUR SHREYA GHOSHAL,Why she was looking looking like a MINIATURE alll these many seconds ... not even two full minutes,I had observed all these many things within one n half minutes 😂😁😁😁😇

I went hidden,thought or might wished to read her body language as would she like to see me to be there or would she run as usual saying “ It’s late already”?!! I dint felt pressure within me too .. now I was looking for other guys to call as I don’t wished them to miss after me . I took advantage of me to miss her too if I couldn’t manage to give them notice if her arrival. I had to look around fr those ppl.. who all were in different directions at a lil distance further now. I waved my hands to them without shout and pointed her at left of me..still some plants were hiding me from Shreya.hence,I couldn’t catch Shreya face whether she noticing me signalling others to come over or not still in a catchable distance!! Somehow sleepy fans noticed me but with refusals as why I am calling them ,so have to point her direction to them ..at last they convinced to get up from their seats and came ...

Shreya Stood with all smiles but Tension free face;Quite Pleasing for eyes to take a glance

Shreya Surprised us saying “YOU GUYS CAUGHT ME!!!!”
We all got dwelling in her sweetness..took a while to Be normal !!
I said “Good morning!”
Other guys Congratulated her grabbing her hand to shake on the award she won early night !!

I was like “umm.. did I missed saying them before ?”
Wished Shreya “Happy New Year”
She seems refusing to give hand to me (!!)
“I’m not a tiger to eat ur hand for breakfast,give me your hand” said in my mind while wishing Happy New year ,shook her hand and still could feel her refusal!!

I changed my mind to conversation with Uncle (Her dad)
Asked about his health and wished him Happy new year as well!
He-“How’s your husband?”
Now that’s convincing me and made me happy infectiously 😍❤️
I said “He is very fine ,uncle!”
He-“What ..are ..you ..doing?”
I smiled and had lil mad laugh within n laughed a bit outside too .it must be lil careless of me “I am a homemaker.. just a Housewife..(trying to hide my tears while saying that)”
Noticing the guys taking one-one pics and autographs from Shreya,I didn’t rushed away from uncle ..!!

He- the caravan u gave us full of Tamil songs,I understand nothing of it!
Me- Really?u don’t like it??!
He-it’s full of Tamil songs only. I don’t understand anything!! (He smiles)
Me- I am very sorry,I thought you would like it (felt helpless within,yet couldn’t convey it outside in words as I gave it to him ages back thought there could be mix of Hindi n Tamil songs from old classics to modern era music)
Helplessly looking at his face !! Wished to get a click with Shreya too then beside .. I asked one of those couple of guys to help taking pics with her ..before I had an old popular historical fiction Novel PONNIYIN SELVAN -Translated in English to just give her fainally after holding it for since Christmas of year 2017 as its getting ready as movie now. I just wished to handle it to Her Before the movie come out -the only intention-I tried giving her “please accept this gift”
Shreya “sorry!please give me no more gifts,I am not taking anything more from you as you gave me lottt of gifts earlier times we met..I am not taking Anymore gifts (smiling honourable)”

Me: please please take this ..I want you to have it !
(Haha we were acting sweet rowdies now in argument)
She : “sorry ,promise me you don’t bring any gifts NEXT TIMES”
Me: “ok ,I promise. There is only books in this .i am having/holding  it for over 3years to just give you .i don’t want to take it with me in return -Please take this”
 With sweet warning she took and “It is weighing huge”
Me:face palming in shyness!

Now I asked her to let me take some pics with her (yes whoever reading this post ,you must ask it before u take any kinda pictures with her when u really wanted)
She said “It’s too late already (Smiling pleasingly still)”
Posed nice pictures for my mobile;she even noticed out previous meet selfies in my mobile back cover and smiled happily wide,taking that note .i didn’t wished to talk to her in making her hang with us from getting further delayed . I said “You are not doing any concerts these days!”
Shreya “we are planning something to happen soon”
That’s all.. we said “Thank you”
I said “congrats on the yesterday award ,many more to come ,have a good day..” blahblahs...waving tatataa... till she left that passage !!

We all stood until she checked in to get inside that Random place and watched Her n her dad faces till they disappeared.. !!

With sleepy head,I left that place before others and homed in next 25th minute.. she even  updated till Her statuses in her social media profiles..even after 20 minutes I reached home from Chennai air !!
Blessed start indeed by 2020... positive notes are on n on ... hope your lives are blessed too in that note ..
Thank you for reading Upto this line 🙏🏼

Happy New Year 2020 to all of you !!
Be kind to even people hate you ,it shows not their character but losing You for not your character isn’t Positive for you ❤️
Love you all🌹

Stayed tuned on this 12th January 2020 ,7pm @ Zee Tamil for Zee cine awards 🤟🏼