Revealing affable Adulation of my Valentine on a Valentine’s Day 💝❣️
Well .. It’s Valentines Day 2020 .Concert is at Vellore VIT Riviera 2020! A Friday evening inside Campus.
I still found no idea to go or not or will I reach Vellore before the concert even end !?? Hubby have got everything else ready in attending The concert except surety in reaching concert venue.
Since I started to follow some particular DailyHoroscope(!) last may .. it lead more confusion telling me as I have to sacrifice something that week around!!
Possibly I missed going to my regular (in recent times only) Temple on Valentine’s Day early morning I planned so well to not miss in any case. Went upset and took it as a sacrifice so I don’t have any necessity to miss A Valentine’s Day concert by Queen of Romance 🙈
It’s my curiously waited 21st Shreya Ghoshal concert to happen so possibly!!
Remembering What could have happened to her almost Promised September 2019 concert that never happened or heard anything of it !
As Shreya left a clue in my previous meet ,She came chennai on time ;14th feb 2020.too quick without announcements early 💋 except her ,every one else was sharing insta stories from her band en route Vellore from chennai airport. Perks of having my husband working fr hd,I could easily spot (located) their location at Tambaram from their roadway picture of a pedestrian bridge over highway carrying particular contractor company name 🙃 oops hope those engineers who all helped my husband in gathering news in locating the walk path never come across this post . As Hubby was asking them as one of his friends was giving clue to locate him sharing the pic with which her band ppl shared 😜
The vit college guys came to pick up her from airport it seems around 7/8 am . I easily could trace the way Shreya n her Team travelling in one of 3 bypasses leading to vellore .Yet I was laughing at home on this .. I have to wait for my youngest son to come back home by1.30pm with a permission from his skl as it was his final day of academic year and study holidays followed by next day on his X board xams. Yes I don’t want to go airports just to meet her .i am uncomfortable with it n I hate it for of no reason!!
I vividly imagined the stops she could possibly moving on that Roadway ..suddenly she tried confusing by sharing a cool relaxing selfie around 11-12pm with a printed overlayer Shirt CAN YOU HEAR ME NOW (haha is that a Message of SUN RAHA HAI NA TU or why an english translations needed there ?) posting as if she has already reached Vellore campus. But picture Was shot midway inside the car she travelled with luggages beside her head at back !! Maybe posted later.
It was 1.30 still nobody cared at home to get ready.. somehow school went son back home and we all left around 2.45 pm in chennai for vellore .. I was mad .,still asking self ..could I reach vlr before 6pm? Or shd I cancel the entire program if not I m reaching on time ?
Tricky mood. I don’t want to miss seeing her on a Valentine’s Day. Somehow hubby convinced of going without second thought. Hmm.. after an hr spent on midway for lunch ..we reached Vit exactly 5.56 pm and collected donor passes from respective ppl out there 🙄
Meanwhile those Engineers who were nagging husband to take with us .. surrendered their willingness and dint showed up in last minute (yayyyy 😅 my privacy was saved as if it was written by someone special wished to see me alone in the concert 😍) collected a beautiful Bouquet we told already (at what certainty) for SG ..😁
With the influence of seniors of my hubby from his Anna univ ME college days ,we could drive our car inside the Huge Beautiful campus reaching Riviera block main entrance itself (hehe ..only if both of me my hubby gain this gut for personal lives ..,we could have gone beyond but thankfully we dint take anyone else as granted for our breathe) but yeahh.. we cross every barriers only in reaching Shreya Ghoshal concert and the excuse here too 😜
With all courtesy gestures arranged ..surprised to see the actual distance from Shreya concert stage to faculty/invites zone !! I don’t know how to react n murmured/whispered “i want front row
(hhuhhh the adamant baby in me awakening)
even I am okay with standing rows if I was allowed to stand” (haha their prestigious thing they didn’t wished to Illtreat their guests by doing so )
I want to interact as we used to interact with HER from front rows only.. it’s waste of energy if can’t be at that distance and we can’t enjoy it. Hubby was “okay come let’s go home for goodness” and somehow they took me alone to another zone with no difference of earlier one. Hmm I was “ok guys you com settle with a conclusion soon in fixing a perfect viewable seat for me” mind voice after almost an hour diverted here n there.. haha.. fam was comforted at invitees zone itself. So there was just me and that Proff alone !!
He heard “Thozhi! Oru sila naazhi! Thaniyanai aanaal tharaiyinil meen hmmm ..hmm..Munbe vaa enn anbe vaa..”
(perfectly synced phrasing..with my fishy palpitations on my loneliness ..as if Shreya really knows my condition here out helpless n singing with soo much of emotions ..a decade ago !! A beautiful unplugged voice notes ...I hv set as ringtone in my mobile...)
from my mobile ;seems shocked as if he was doing something guilty..
expressed “you are having mam’s song too as Ringtone” dragging..his words .i showed my back case to him with a lil shy at heart “I m no.1. fan for her” 😅 he disappeared into crowd n came to me after few minutes telling “Mam ! You got the approval for front row finally..shall we move?”
I was then like “what ?! Did someone special ordered you to not delay me further in settling with front row seats ?” -Self
My Pronoic vibes working well I sensed on the spot .. !!
Ya it was around 7.20 pm . I got a seat to sit finally (woohoo.. did someone special ordered you to offer me that best chair viewable without distractions?) it took not much time.. Her Musicians all appeared on stage as soon after I settled on my chair . Wondered at timing as if someone watching me so closely and arranging HER concert ka things according to my satisfaction n comfortness!!!
I was very hot .i felt the heat waves in me started to rise n not feeling good of those heat waves. To my surprise Abhay Jodhpurkar appeared on stage !
I don’t know what is exactly happening Infront of my eyes. Is he a part of Shreya band or is he having his concert separately on her stage ?? Or am I on a wrong concert day absolutely?nothing comes to mind ...Or else the time for Shreya concert myt be reduced if he takes her stage at odd hours crossing already 7.30pm. My worries. But I saw the musicians on stage are all Shreya team .. Truth is Abhay is my new love for his sensational voice I have fallen for ..in recent times though I like Sid sriram. However it was a surprise for me to watch Abhay Jodhpurkar when waited for New co-singer Tushar joshi of Shreya band gone missing.
But How Shreya packed this my new love Abhay Jodhpurkar was a myth or coincidence..let me watch him (someone other than Shreya Ghoshal is a new experience huh😂) He is too good n sang His popular Hindi songs so effingly gorgeous stealing my heart even more now.. and to my another surprise.. Uncle was coming Infront of my seat to SIT in audience row ..just ahead me 🙈
Dint took much time ,I just went showed off my presence saying a simple “Hi” 😜🤭 and returned back to my seat. .. like an ulterior good girl ☺️
Oh my ....I see That DISCO Ball 🤩🤩🤩 hanging on ceiling highhhhhh above stage front ..(It reminded me much of my first ever Shreya concert at Chennai Music Academy.31st jan 2009 .if u could rewind much earlier post of my this blog )woohooo .. Partyyyyy within. Did Shreya intentionally asked for it or the college kids idea ? Whatever ..it all sounded like someone was arranging my inner feelings..my pulse inch by inch displaying this day eve .. Also felt so positive on every passing second 😇 after almost 8-10 minutes..Suddenly two college kids ran stage in welcoming our Chellakkutty ppaappaa Shreya Ghoshal ..
Meanwhile Open ground was stumbling to breathe free air of crowded college students,I must mention Boys were settled oneside n girls at other side .how beautiful that was to attend a party on a Valentine’s Day ☺️✅
Ok well.. there I saw some Gypsied attire high school girl running clueless into stage when we all were eyeing for Our Shreya Ghoshal 😅
Wait... That girl in Pink phenoform matching Valentine vibes To my Pink colour sticker pottu in my forehead ... having a neatly tucked in,neck collar buttoned ..3/4th sleeves shirt .... felt as if CINDERALLA got all life in real-time Infront of my eyes..😍😍😍 ..my head was spinning... in identifying a familiar face .. within this new Avatar.. oh girl Shreya only it is... “yaarrraaa....” was the call came along with her footsteps...ahh yeah after ages I could see her feet so clear with a simple glass /glossy high heeled cut 🥿 🥿😍🤩😍
It all reminded me of my perfection in everything -childhood days and her first entry ever gave for z saregama in that Green chequered frock 😍 I felt like running into stage hugging her (ya imagine how soul of bhumika ran from viewer gallery to suriya in munbe vaa song on football ground 😜)
Phew!!
This can’t be explained further (but I do rewind the scenario)
I had couple of security guards n proffs guarding me so I dropped all moving activities .Yes Concert started around 7.45 pm ..Shreya carried on jaadhu hai Nasha with tum mile as usual followed by Haan hasi Bangaye,Tujhmein rab diktha hai,Dhadak title track.. Wishing everyone a Valentine’s Day and partially could hear she was telling something to Lovers out there (LOL) can’t help self..I admit I was drooling over her simply sitting seeking no attention.. I felt useless for being unable to interact with her as the stage had huge 13 steps (I counted seriously!) to climb almost a tree !! And what if staffs n guards would expel me outside venue if I scream or shake her hand..!! Hmm.. I don’t kno why I felt like as if Shreya was looking into me from at that distance still often ..smiling at me .. I was quite unsure and dint gave a damn ..felt as my illusions started pranking me in all light effects!!😏
She moved to Mannippaayaa ..so unusual to hear it so early in her concerts ever ..even Munbe vaa..haven’t came on list yet . I could hear her sniffing
(oh nooo!!!! she haven’t recovered Fully from the longtime sinus over a month she is carrying on and yet she strives for besht of ever performance showcasing it there 😍🤗🤗🤗)
I lllllovvvv these Dedication levels she never derail from her commitments for any lame reason or excuse.. (Machhooo 💋 to u paappuu ma) she was literally begging Apologies to each n everyone out in the crowd of audience for of no obvious reason (so sad of her position 😅 couldn’t watch her face like that 😜) Heart melted Apologies..till ending last Mannippaayaa of that day ..SINGALONG mic was thrown towards us audience like never before ...THIS IS SO NEW Update of her concert ..I was loving these highly improvisationed Concert ever from Shreya of all these many ages ..she bent a lil Infront holding her right hand over her heart for final Mannippaayaa of the night ... phinished. It fetched thunders of applause n whistles together..she went shyyy shyy saiyonara.. hmm..what’s next what’s next... she triggered the heat to next level
She went with Tu mera dost hai ... surpassing earlier concert levels... at end high notes AWAAZ HOON MAINN...!! Arre yaar I was seeing her struggling with nauseated kich kich tone few minutes ago and now .. suddenly she got some transformations... I sensed something external force was favouring her too in doing that magic there.. Received applauds..she carried on “Mujhe Saans Aayi” calling Abhay back on stage ..He was mind blowingly sang with Shreya ..it was such a visual treat too🤩 I was jaw dropping on Shreya magic ..and helplessly adooring abhay too equally along with Shreya... the besht ever version Shreya ever delivered ..it is what I just now witnessed and did cheered her well up on every place without missing the Shreya’s efforts ..this has become so special here.. I don’t kno still Shreya was looking into me inbtwn (hahaa I was expressing everything within only n hvnt wasted energies in expressing it outside 😜) might be Shreya expecting something else from me(!!) stoopid me!!!
Yet , She was “Duet will happen between us (she n Abhay) but I want Duet between you n me (showing hands toward girls side) i can trust on girls..I kno girls can sing louder and what about boys (moving towards boys side like sliding on side) are you boys going to sing louder ?every line? Seriously?? Well whether you know the song or lyrics ,whether you kno the tweet (huh staring me thoda helpless lol) tunes or not .. just vent out ur heart ..keep on singing!!”
Shukran allah,piya o re piyaa..,saibo ..came on list with stellar performances of Shreya n Abhay ..had stunning visual effects.. Heat waves went high ... 🤩
She stopped paused for a while taking breathe now .. started to talk abt vit campus n her comeback after couple of years (hahaa its bn 8 yrs but paappaa lives on her own world,apologies her😜)
The usual monologues before Raabta (yeah ☺️🙈)
But more than that continued with...
“I think there’s a certain connection with you also (Haan y her hand points me there🙄) sometimes we can’t define what’s this friendship ,wats going to define this? Today is Valentine’s Day.but I do feel love you all ..but YE WOH WALA PYAAR NAHIN HAI .. YE PYAAR KA KYA NAAM DEDUN..( This is not That kinda love ,what name I could give to this love) Giggles mad cute (hey yaar I got to read her body language there ) I can give in one sound New Raabta is there beyond the love between you n me ..” having all her eyes pointedly n indirectly and lagging in between... !! 🥰💝
Oh gawd .. THAT WAS MY OLD DAY TWEETS TO HER !!! 🙈🙈🙈
Did she recalled it all by so coincidentally or did she planned to Give me shock surprise on a Valentine’s Day after nearly 11 years Twitter life !!
Precisely,I kept on telling her these words those days as “This is not that kinda love (in comforting her receiving my heart early Twitter days..thousands of time have sent it to her again n again) and never call me Fan .i hate to be named under fanship. . there is no relationship name for this connection between you n me ..we can name it never ..let it be unnamed ..so it never comes in a boundary limit of love ..let this connection/bond remain unbounded”
The concert gradually catching new energies..yeah ..her energies transformed to audience n in return ..she kept shaking legs .. so cwute.. 😍 ya inbtwn I could catch her mischievous eyes (eyeball moments of her Sherlock n our shyloo) rolling to both extreme ends of right to left to right to left n it kept on n on as there was no pause for that funny movements throughout This particular concert till end and she never did these ever earlier before😂) Secret admirer in me 🤭
Moving on mentioning how the requests came on once this concert was confirmed .. through *Tweets* for regional songs (yeah I hav got that look over here too 😜) she picked up “Munbe vaa..” said how it’s impossible for her to not to do when she is in vit 😅 With usual cute lyrics mistake she sang it so Beautifully..Gorgeous ever live from her and at end we got SINGALONG part too like never before..she praised audience for singing so beautiful together..so she went for a Duet with us ,Her Audience our there...with those particular parts ..surprisingly my RINGTONE FOREVER ..I hv mentioned earlier in this post .. gawd..I was dead as she kept on sending flying kisses towards me (yeah may be for my camera..as her hands pointed clearly down and not far ahead 💝💋)
To my surprise she dint thanked both time for the applauds she received from audience (what Shreya !!! I smell there must be some strong reasons)
Now she have to fulfill her Telugu fans desire there... took SAAMAJAVARAGAMANA (hahaa spell it on ur own if u r unfamiliar with this) for First ever time (yayyyy) hey yaar she was shrinking her face often ..(coincidentally I was doing it often there too as I feel sensation there over my nose since I am into spiritual mode in recent times..hahaa ..and my hand went upto my head pressing my head often ..was she doing that too here !! So strange of us ..neither of us did these gestures before ever ).. it was splendid energy ..she loved dancing for it . Applauds carried on. 🥰
“Ghar more pardesiya..” came on her list.. she f all these many days I never got it but from here it all vibed as “a call” from her to come back home !!!!!
Gawd she actually danced for this too soo unbelbel moments..leaving eye contacts often coming for me (haha I am still a good child sat like cluelessly wandering kid infront of her 🤷🏻♀️)
To be clear ..she was interacting with audience throughout this whole concert but her frequent eyeball rolling Sherlock moments lavished leaving no trace for rest of audience..yeah ...could feel how ishpecial she lovvvvvvv to treat me as she feel as there was only me sitting Infront of her 😭😭😭🙏🏼🙏🏼🙏🏼💝 This is some invisible bonding connection..HEART -HEART TALKS !!!
Yaad aayaa... heart to heart talk actually I recognised from recent chennai airport meet with her as how stoopidly I forgot absolutely about Shreya but subconsciously I was looking inch by inch into her only... as if Heart knows her ..kinda My body can recognise her even if I fall down in coma there !!! 💝 Ye toh kuch zyaadhaa ishpecial hai abi.. 🥰
Well,PINGA ga pori
(or even Thingaadha poori to Tamil clans like me n mukil ..haha outburst into laughters as if nobody else was seeing me there sitting alone in bunch of front row crowd doing this for no obvious reasons 😂🙈)
...she started singing... I have to mention here that she was dancing so bubbly bubbly Ghoshal.. on some steps and did highly mischievous things in searching of me throwing her tantrumic eyes to showcase her dancing skills 🤦🏻♀️🤦🏻♀️🤦🏻♀️ And don’t kno what she must have thought.. At those same lines with which she was having some intimate eye contacts she left me during 19jan 2019 Pune ils law college ground concert (phew)... she walked on my side ramp.. showing her SO-called-SURPRISE LOOKS as if she was seeing me there my presence so newly at that moment only (!!!) DRAMA QUEEN for strong reasons LOL 😂 How cute is that to get her all aftershocks in “Eyeing” me every second as if I came there only by that second 😂💔😂🙏🏼 Dheivame Shreya ,Nee verra levella erangi pichi pinni edukkuramma!!!
Hmm .. HEEEYYYYYYYY latpatlatpat... she seems stunned and immovable firmly fixedly SINGING TOOO “Kamar daamini adhar raagini...” flipping her right hand thumb n middle finger for some more time...but stilll she was sliding left to right to left STARING ME (as if she was flat ...bowled out ..loosing her wicket so easily for me !!! Am I that much attracting her soul ??)
I was horribly unable to recognise “is she really looking into me doing these or into beautiful girls beside me behind those steel barrier gates???” -my mind voice!!
She sang LOUDER ...HEY... Latpatlatpatu... !!!
That moment All her HEY wala tweets on year 2009&2010 all got into real lives of us ...which never got its importance those days .we used to tease her expressing as if she was getting ready to beat us only with those HEY replies 😭😂😭💝 We never loosing each other so easily still giving gain on each other strengths 💋
She she sheee is now Pointing me direct ... I was screaming low (well her new stealthsonics white in ear monitors named SG working effing sharp.. haha blame her insta stories..we get to know such things existence from there😂 even I am now rooting to steal it from her 🙈)
She heard my “whooo?” At extreme shock n I (maybe ..unsure) left hand sign from my seat itself as if she really pointing me !!
YES ..Shreya was nodding ...Up n down up n down.. still waving finger drops and back again pointing me with awwwwdrooobaly WINK on right eye and all these EXPRESSIONS ARE IMMORTAL.. now I lost my Wicket ... so flat.. drooling literally.... (my mobile screen was evidence being victim often bathed in my salivas only visibly 🙈🙈🙈 better I remain shutting my mouth further tight n open never )
Gawddd WHAT HAS JUST HAPPENED AND PREVAILED WITHIN BOTH OF US ?!!!
Is She Proposing or Revealing me with all the love she SAVED and never shared with me since initial Twitter days??(Not to forget YE WOH WALA PYAAR NAHIN HAIN 😂😂😂🙈)
She havnt paused her Singing yet..while doing these many gestures.. she must have did too many homeworks to put these things on right place including interactions with me and her attachment with my olden days tweet with which I myself have forgotten completely... despite she was holding her forehead sometimes inbtwn this concert as she was having sinus problems seems.. All these Challenges are halwa factors for her ..she always embrace any challenge that come on her way taking health as viable..I love this girl’s Determination so mad ..she is soo my kind in every inch within 🤗🤗🤗
All the Hods n profs around me were turning back into me 🙈 I left shy And was abt to drop my mobile.
Yet I remained more stoopid other than sending her some Flying kisses (ahhh I love directing them towards her ) She left that ramp collecting it without fail .. 💝
I see a sparkle in her stellar performance after these many adulations exchange...completely transformed Shreya at end of Pinga 😍
She sang Barso re Megha (I m barring more on her interactions 😜 leaving trigger in you to watch them live only in her concerts than watching in YouTube videos. It’s all once in a lifetime opportunity for yall.. not for me though 😆)
Ye ishq hai ...followed.
She was showing her hand aimlessly (but having eye contacts)at me when singing once “Poochona poocho mujhe kya hua hai TERI BAAHON (no no it was BAATON,she altered word on her own here) MEIN AAKAR” Hehee 🤭 I was kinda embarrassed here 🙈
Yeah I am always “lack in lil sense of humour” in her language 😂(refer her tweet replies to me back year 2009 and yeah She and me and Twitter are inseparable in each other lives ..hey yaaron she even tweeted once under blanket ..from China during a concert stay pre show ..pretended as shleeping to her mom’s eyes..🙈 aillaa.. even aunty was calling uncle through phone call in complaining that.. haha she never hides anything from tweeples and ya ofcourse to her parents privilegeblye💝 such a cutie pie she is ..her age is just a number merely..)
Then..,
Nagada sang dhol...surprised to see her beautifully talented electric guitar dude Abhishek Dasgupta came infront of her stage like never before ..danced with her eye catchingly ...New Improvisation part in her concert..soo many updates from this concert..unbelievably.. I enjoyed thoroughly n she made every lil things to fall perfect in treating me with such electrifying outnumber ...wrapping first half 🤗💝 phew ..let me check timing with my video in my gallery... 🤭
Sorry it was 9.07 pm 😜
So much told n soo much untold stories.. uff
Shreya n Abhay were Felicitated with trophies 🙈😍🤷🏻♀️
While Abhay overtook the break on his own fame “Moongil thottam...” audience went jaw dropping including me ...hehe.. I said na he is my new love(for his awdorable singing almost I feel a male version of Shreya Ghoshal in him ) ...I still figuring how Shreya overhear my heart personally n brought him to place Infront of my eyes in treating me on this Valentine’s Day so planned well n executing so perfectly as if prepared this whole concert just for me .... there must be some connections worked out and hence I started to believe Paranoia theory ...affirming all spiritual connectivities ..favoured by universe conspiring ...and hurdles all sorted out by universe on its own ..this day ..each n every things happened in this way. Wait .
It’s okay with me ..but how do these guys Shreya and Abhay too got connected Highly Spiritual knowingly or unknowingly..like me ?!! Yeah Affirmations and I am happy in recognising it only from this Valentine’s Day concert (or maybe my imaginary view if you don’t believe in it 😆) to me it will be the besht ever valentine gift I got offered and a beautiful exploding box of gift presented by Shreya legimate Neatly as onetime deal throughout my whole life till date (yeah I m aware of not limiting 🤭)
Tu hi re ,Hamma hamma (both Hindi n Tamil versions),Abhay sang it so beautifully..I dint got any moment to relax... Shreya entered stage for second half.... DEEWANI MASTANI 😍💝
She seems RECHARGED FULLTO ..Woohoo.. could feel the josh in her... pretty more active than first half !!
Kizhakku pookkum (a Malayalam song) came on surprise as she was told n request from professors backstage for a Malayalam song 😍
Ya.. no song request from audience came to Shreya here. Quite surprised. Ye to quite unusual hai yaar. Not evn single request though ppl cried for their mother tongue songs only 🤦🏻♀️🙅🏻♀️
Zoobi doobi ,kar har maidan fateh,slow motion (I upgraded my seat to very first front Row yet stage was lil far 🤦🏻♀️) ,ooo la la,Radha ... phew .. there was technical issues sometimes audio was muted inbtwn during these rapidfire zones... she appreciated crowd as “thers no force to stop us in enjoying never minding the technical issues”
😂 chikni chameli,Ghoomar ..pausing to introduce her TEAM Shreya Ghoshal Band 😍
She also wanted to “Pension” us by beautiful timeless beauty ones back to back . Heyya..she was choking into tears while speaking of hardships of broken first love when it was so true .. (ya more Hindi words came ..to catch was tough) but why do she was in such state of emotional trance evn bfr started singing is a myth !! And it all looked like as if it’s only my heart got dressed up in pink infront of me jumped rolling on stage Speaking of the pain it underwent within itself ..once it rammed with all these words she hav just spoken .... in the form of Shreya Ghoshal ..
oh yaar is she feeling for my old stupid blahblah tweets there ?she is giving life to all dead cells literally.. I couldn’t stop joining the bidding
Shreya said 7G rainbow colony (thers one Rainbow colony in chennai Anna Nagar too my Neibor locality) & 7G brindaavan colony ..meaning she is about to sing both versions and she did well n mixed Ninaithu ninaithu paarthaal in first part n ended with Thalachi thalachi...wiping off tears from her eyes ..!! 💔 I dint want her in that mode..!!
Teri meri ,lagjagale, ..helplessly she felt not to finish the day ..ending unwillingly..sang a bit of Abhi na jao chodkar... and that’s it end part arrived with “Mere dholna sun..” around 10.30 pm ... 🙄
She walked off finishing it with usual style... I dint missed end Sargam parts... with heavy heart knowing this valentine day shall never come back once again ..!! Couldn’t say bye to her ..walked to reunite with family.. in thought of finding a way in making my roses reach her .. mukil adjoined gaining me confidence leaving my husband n Jithhu to wait in our car ther itself ... just half a furlong under ..we were wandering at guards holding heavy Guarding ropes ...
suddenly couple of them told “let them go..” and dropped the rope
letting us to go through that way... as if someone activated their subconscious mind so filmy.. not even we stepped couple of feet from there ..
we guessed the cars nearing us in the darkness must be definitely Shreya ..
and it favoured further more by taking a C turn around us in stealing our all surprises..
I could see her dad (my uncle clearly)
It was a medical miracle still and
Yet
He or Shreya stopped their car seeing me almost standing closer
(wide opened eyes ..it was their car came closer to us this much closer n I dint walked toward Her that car)
to window ..
I would be further more stupid if can’t wave a Hi to them ..but I loved this filmy moment..
embracing..
who opened /pulled down window to talk to me ??!!! 🙈😍😭😂
I AM STILL UNBELBEL ..on these sequences that happening every second continuing miracles infront of my eyes...
Shreya said “Thank you Anandhiii..”
and told me couple of words ..I was not in sense then ..
I handed over her my 36flowered Pink roses bouquet to wish her 36 th birthday
(counted with each flowers )
on this Valentine’s Day..
shook her softest hand comfortably
(arre yaar did she read my previous blogpost or what?ther was no refusal in handshaking)
but could hear She was riding Emotional from those words when she thanked me back ..lol I replied again Thanking her and thanking uncle individually for stopping car n the concert.. 😍 it was kinda “Thanksgiving” day to each other or what?! I dropped the idea of asking pictures from her car or asking some more nice things I had in mind n tongue but burried everything within seeing her helples emotionstranded Eyes and Voice !!
Heart -heart talked so many things without spelling (spilling) a word out..
I felt heart fully to grabbb her face out there ..kiss her both eyes n cheeks .. but managed in achieving by virtual only !!! I lov this feeling I have always for her .. and I m going through now too..!!
I am blessed much enough...I shouldn’t make her more vulnerable in name of love ..so I said a simple “Byebye..Tata..” hurrying her to move away soon🤷🏻♀️🤦🏻♀️
Meanwhile nobody else from crowd dispersing around us had the idea ..by 3 cars were immovable there in darkness n nobody cared to look inside as who it could be 🤦🏻♀️ By last minute only couple of girls were able to identify Shreya from darkness n said “Hi mam”
she was surprised to see mukil behind my back and talked something..and that’s it she left..so gradually with her father beside .. and I was happy finally for been so fortunate to wish her Birthday once again with flowers after so many ages ..😍
Kind enough of Ghoshals to stop car on No way of middle for this soul .as if it all was spelled down by Shreya to make me possibly meet her ?!
Alll timings once again worked on its own clearing every lil things as conspired by universe!! More Pronoic I am since then ... this Valentine’s Day.
And it all
Took one full week in realising all the Revealations or confessions inbtwn concert so casually came out from Shreya Ghoshal..I am not wondering at those things but everything from recent meet ..it all could be her spell of telepathic waves ..and so it all was No Coincidence..may it Pune hotel meet ,Bengaluru airport meet and recent Chennai airport meet.. !! It all heart to heart talks ..made things more crystal clear and I m not getting over from Valentine’s vibe she sowed in my every nerves in me ...and I am seeing n talking to her in my all meditation process and intuitions ..only she is ruling in that Pink outfit ..!!! And to affirm everything..
Now I feel this Parallel Railroads got beautiful journey together Endless..limitless... now more meaningful.. purposeful.. and I am sure we are having millions of light year to travel together.. receiving twin flame cosmic energies conspiring our way into universe.. and I am happy to feel in finding way to go back home from this Reunion 🤩
So it was just Shreya who triggered the spiritual connection within me which was inactive all these many ages.. might have encountered envisions (knowingly/unknowingly) of me a decade ago itself..now I started to believe ..and it was not Just me who tried communicating with her through telepathic waves 2 months back 🤟🏼
Hey I should tell you all if you believe in spiritual things .it works well for you.if u don’t believe it won’t work ..so it’s not a deal for me to make u accept the way I believe or think of this connection. but u r free to feel it as imagination perhaps. And All spiritual energies r attracted to u only when u keep ur thought n mind Pure and honest at any situation. And by feeling it all within me I know I am into next phase of this soul purpose for now . 🙏🏼
She read my tweets nowadays too? (possibly missed not even one it seems) corrected “Ennai” to “Enna” for Mannippaayaa In her recent Malaysia concert,sang “VENMEGAM MUTTA MUTTA” Tamil version of Barso re in Malaysia concert,confessed How her fans are emotionally attached with her (haha ..I ended the vit concert meet by feeling it how emotional she was into so I could mention here ) These feelings all are so mutual..Our Tweets are mere confessions.
I love Shreya paapaa so much ..
Hmm hmm....
I am making possible to finish this post as much as short I could and thanks yall for the well wishes ..
Will continue if heart tell me to write or just handle on... !!
And yes ..I could feel and am into full on my Romantic vibe in every nerves since then ..felt that blockage in my abdomen all got healed suddenly like how Emma Watson felt at climax of Noah if u have watched it before.
But other sad reality was our almost just 8yrs old female Golden retriever named #shyloo fell sick all of sudden and passed away diagnosed with Open Pyometra helplessly !!
I couldn’t bear the pain she underwent ..and how she was crying helplessly and I healed through our prayers and meditation in sending off her soul from her body !!
It is like she swapped all her health with me taking away all the pain I had in me .. so letting me fall into romantic vibes with which I was buried alive ages ago all my intimate feelings .. Giving a New lease of life ,I do believe now in all these Paranoia theory.
The whole universe conspires to make every things and people fall on place favouring our life in every means of support!!
Just too many thoughts and observations within me ..Shreya just keeps on filling my intuitions physicly since this Valentine’s Day ..I am grateful for her and shyloo in making all unbelbel things happen for me .. 🙏🏼🙏🏼🙏🏼
Hmm.. To clear you all .She maybe some elite class celebrity .i am not a fan of her .i am always clear in that ..this certain connection between her and me follows eternity and she do have nothing to bother me or you in any words affirming. It all possibly my imaginations hurting none sentiments or personal or public life in anyway. Whatever you feel you should ask me directly and I or she don’t owe any explanation in this to any of you..neither .
Just be good n do good without second thought and have zero expectations when u really help/heal others!!
Thank you for the support and love you all for being nice to me all the time 🥰🙏🏼
with warm ❤️
A.R.
I still found no idea to go or not or will I reach Vellore before the concert even end !?? Hubby have got everything else ready in attending The concert except surety in reaching concert venue.
Since I started to follow some particular DailyHoroscope(!) last may .. it lead more confusion telling me as I have to sacrifice something that week around!!
Possibly I missed going to my regular (in recent times only) Temple on Valentine’s Day early morning I planned so well to not miss in any case. Went upset and took it as a sacrifice so I don’t have any necessity to miss A Valentine’s Day concert by Queen of Romance 🙈
It’s my curiously waited 21st Shreya Ghoshal concert to happen so possibly!!
Remembering What could have happened to her almost Promised September 2019 concert that never happened or heard anything of it !
As Shreya left a clue in my previous meet ,She came chennai on time ;14th feb 2020.too quick without announcements early 💋 except her ,every one else was sharing insta stories from her band en route Vellore from chennai airport. Perks of having my husband working fr hd,I could easily spot (located) their location at Tambaram from their roadway picture of a pedestrian bridge over highway carrying particular contractor company name 🙃 oops hope those engineers who all helped my husband in gathering news in locating the walk path never come across this post . As Hubby was asking them as one of his friends was giving clue to locate him sharing the pic with which her band ppl shared 😜
The vit college guys came to pick up her from airport it seems around 7/8 am . I easily could trace the way Shreya n her Team travelling in one of 3 bypasses leading to vellore .Yet I was laughing at home on this .. I have to wait for my youngest son to come back home by1.30pm with a permission from his skl as it was his final day of academic year and study holidays followed by next day on his X board xams. Yes I don’t want to go airports just to meet her .i am uncomfortable with it n I hate it for of no reason!!
I vividly imagined the stops she could possibly moving on that Roadway ..suddenly she tried confusing by sharing a cool relaxing selfie around 11-12pm with a printed overlayer Shirt CAN YOU HEAR ME NOW (haha is that a Message of SUN RAHA HAI NA TU or why an english translations needed there ?) posting as if she has already reached Vellore campus. But picture Was shot midway inside the car she travelled with luggages beside her head at back !! Maybe posted later.
It was 1.30 still nobody cared at home to get ready.. somehow school went son back home and we all left around 2.45 pm in chennai for vellore .. I was mad .,still asking self ..could I reach vlr before 6pm? Or shd I cancel the entire program if not I m reaching on time ?
Tricky mood. I don’t want to miss seeing her on a Valentine’s Day. Somehow hubby convinced of going without second thought. Hmm.. after an hr spent on midway for lunch ..we reached Vit exactly 5.56 pm and collected donor passes from respective ppl out there 🙄
Meanwhile those Engineers who were nagging husband to take with us .. surrendered their willingness and dint showed up in last minute (yayyyy 😅 my privacy was saved as if it was written by someone special wished to see me alone in the concert 😍) collected a beautiful Bouquet we told already (at what certainty) for SG ..😁
With the influence of seniors of my hubby from his Anna univ ME college days ,we could drive our car inside the Huge Beautiful campus reaching Riviera block main entrance itself (hehe ..only if both of me my hubby gain this gut for personal lives ..,we could have gone beyond but thankfully we dint take anyone else as granted for our breathe) but yeahh.. we cross every barriers only in reaching Shreya Ghoshal concert and the excuse here too 😜
With all courtesy gestures arranged ..surprised to see the actual distance from Shreya concert stage to faculty/invites zone !! I don’t know how to react n murmured/whispered “i want front row
(hhuhhh the adamant baby in me awakening)
even I am okay with standing rows if I was allowed to stand” (haha their prestigious thing they didn’t wished to Illtreat their guests by doing so )
I want to interact as we used to interact with HER from front rows only.. it’s waste of energy if can’t be at that distance and we can’t enjoy it. Hubby was “okay come let’s go home for goodness” and somehow they took me alone to another zone with no difference of earlier one. Hmm I was “ok guys you com settle with a conclusion soon in fixing a perfect viewable seat for me” mind voice after almost an hour diverted here n there.. haha.. fam was comforted at invitees zone itself. So there was just me and that Proff alone !!
He heard “Thozhi! Oru sila naazhi! Thaniyanai aanaal tharaiyinil meen hmmm ..hmm..Munbe vaa enn anbe vaa..”
(perfectly synced phrasing..with my fishy palpitations on my loneliness ..as if Shreya really knows my condition here out helpless n singing with soo much of emotions ..a decade ago !! A beautiful unplugged voice notes ...I hv set as ringtone in my mobile...)
from my mobile ;seems shocked as if he was doing something guilty..
expressed “you are having mam’s song too as Ringtone” dragging..his words .i showed my back case to him with a lil shy at heart “I m no.1. fan for her” 😅 he disappeared into crowd n came to me after few minutes telling “Mam ! You got the approval for front row finally..shall we move?”
I was then like “what ?! Did someone special ordered you to not delay me further in settling with front row seats ?” -Self
My Pronoic vibes working well I sensed on the spot .. !!
Ya it was around 7.20 pm . I got a seat to sit finally (woohoo.. did someone special ordered you to offer me that best chair viewable without distractions?) it took not much time.. Her Musicians all appeared on stage as soon after I settled on my chair . Wondered at timing as if someone watching me so closely and arranging HER concert ka things according to my satisfaction n comfortness!!!
I was very hot .i felt the heat waves in me started to rise n not feeling good of those heat waves. To my surprise Abhay Jodhpurkar appeared on stage !
I don’t know what is exactly happening Infront of my eyes. Is he a part of Shreya band or is he having his concert separately on her stage ?? Or am I on a wrong concert day absolutely?nothing comes to mind ...Or else the time for Shreya concert myt be reduced if he takes her stage at odd hours crossing already 7.30pm. My worries. But I saw the musicians on stage are all Shreya team .. Truth is Abhay is my new love for his sensational voice I have fallen for ..in recent times though I like Sid sriram. However it was a surprise for me to watch Abhay Jodhpurkar when waited for New co-singer Tushar joshi of Shreya band gone missing.
But How Shreya packed this my new love Abhay Jodhpurkar was a myth or coincidence..let me watch him (someone other than Shreya Ghoshal is a new experience huh😂) He is too good n sang His popular Hindi songs so effingly gorgeous stealing my heart even more now.. and to my another surprise.. Uncle was coming Infront of my seat to SIT in audience row ..just ahead me 🙈
Dint took much time ,I just went showed off my presence saying a simple “Hi” 😜🤭 and returned back to my seat. .. like an ulterior good girl ☺️
Oh my ....I see That DISCO Ball 🤩🤩🤩 hanging on ceiling highhhhhh above stage front ..(It reminded me much of my first ever Shreya concert at Chennai Music Academy.31st jan 2009 .if u could rewind much earlier post of my this blog )woohooo .. Partyyyyy within. Did Shreya intentionally asked for it or the college kids idea ? Whatever ..it all sounded like someone was arranging my inner feelings..my pulse inch by inch displaying this day eve .. Also felt so positive on every passing second 😇 after almost 8-10 minutes..Suddenly two college kids ran stage in welcoming our Chellakkutty ppaappaa Shreya Ghoshal ..
Meanwhile Open ground was stumbling to breathe free air of crowded college students,I must mention Boys were settled oneside n girls at other side .how beautiful that was to attend a party on a Valentine’s Day ☺️✅
Ok well.. there I saw some Gypsied attire high school girl running clueless into stage when we all were eyeing for Our Shreya Ghoshal 😅
Wait... That girl in Pink phenoform matching Valentine vibes To my Pink colour sticker pottu in my forehead ... having a neatly tucked in,neck collar buttoned ..3/4th sleeves shirt .... felt as if CINDERALLA got all life in real-time Infront of my eyes..😍😍😍 ..my head was spinning... in identifying a familiar face .. within this new Avatar.. oh girl Shreya only it is... “yaarrraaa....” was the call came along with her footsteps...ahh yeah after ages I could see her feet so clear with a simple glass /glossy high heeled cut 🥿 🥿😍🤩😍
It all reminded me of my perfection in everything -childhood days and her first entry ever gave for z saregama in that Green chequered frock 😍 I felt like running into stage hugging her (ya imagine how soul of bhumika ran from viewer gallery to suriya in munbe vaa song on football ground 😜)
Phew!!
This can’t be explained further (but I do rewind the scenario)
I had couple of security guards n proffs guarding me so I dropped all moving activities .Yes Concert started around 7.45 pm ..Shreya carried on jaadhu hai Nasha with tum mile as usual followed by Haan hasi Bangaye,Tujhmein rab diktha hai,Dhadak title track.. Wishing everyone a Valentine’s Day and partially could hear she was telling something to Lovers out there (LOL) can’t help self..I admit I was drooling over her simply sitting seeking no attention.. I felt useless for being unable to interact with her as the stage had huge 13 steps (I counted seriously!) to climb almost a tree !! And what if staffs n guards would expel me outside venue if I scream or shake her hand..!! Hmm.. I don’t kno why I felt like as if Shreya was looking into me from at that distance still often ..smiling at me .. I was quite unsure and dint gave a damn ..felt as my illusions started pranking me in all light effects!!😏
She moved to Mannippaayaa ..so unusual to hear it so early in her concerts ever ..even Munbe vaa..haven’t came on list yet . I could hear her sniffing
(oh nooo!!!! she haven’t recovered Fully from the longtime sinus over a month she is carrying on and yet she strives for besht of ever performance showcasing it there 😍🤗🤗🤗)
I lllllovvvv these Dedication levels she never derail from her commitments for any lame reason or excuse.. (Machhooo 💋 to u paappuu ma) she was literally begging Apologies to each n everyone out in the crowd of audience for of no obvious reason (so sad of her position 😅 couldn’t watch her face like that 😜) Heart melted Apologies..till ending last Mannippaayaa of that day ..SINGALONG mic was thrown towards us audience like never before ...THIS IS SO NEW Update of her concert ..I was loving these highly improvisationed Concert ever from Shreya of all these many ages ..she bent a lil Infront holding her right hand over her heart for final Mannippaayaa of the night ... phinished. It fetched thunders of applause n whistles together..she went shyyy shyy saiyonara.. hmm..what’s next what’s next... she triggered the heat to next level
She went with Tu mera dost hai ... surpassing earlier concert levels... at end high notes AWAAZ HOON MAINN...!! Arre yaar I was seeing her struggling with nauseated kich kich tone few minutes ago and now .. suddenly she got some transformations... I sensed something external force was favouring her too in doing that magic there.. Received applauds..she carried on “Mujhe Saans Aayi” calling Abhay back on stage ..He was mind blowingly sang with Shreya ..it was such a visual treat too🤩 I was jaw dropping on Shreya magic ..and helplessly adooring abhay too equally along with Shreya... the besht ever version Shreya ever delivered ..it is what I just now witnessed and did cheered her well up on every place without missing the Shreya’s efforts ..this has become so special here.. I don’t kno still Shreya was looking into me inbtwn (hahaa I was expressing everything within only n hvnt wasted energies in expressing it outside 😜) might be Shreya expecting something else from me(!!) stoopid me!!!
Yet , She was “Duet will happen between us (she n Abhay) but I want Duet between you n me (showing hands toward girls side) i can trust on girls..I kno girls can sing louder and what about boys (moving towards boys side like sliding on side) are you boys going to sing louder ?every line? Seriously?? Well whether you know the song or lyrics ,whether you kno the tweet (huh staring me thoda helpless lol) tunes or not .. just vent out ur heart ..keep on singing!!”
Shukran allah,piya o re piyaa..,saibo ..came on list with stellar performances of Shreya n Abhay ..had stunning visual effects.. Heat waves went high ... 🤩
She stopped paused for a while taking breathe now .. started to talk abt vit campus n her comeback after couple of years (hahaa its bn 8 yrs but paappaa lives on her own world,apologies her😜)
The usual monologues before Raabta (yeah ☺️🙈)
But more than that continued with...
“I think there’s a certain connection with you also (Haan y her hand points me there🙄) sometimes we can’t define what’s this friendship ,wats going to define this? Today is Valentine’s Day.but I do feel love you all ..but YE WOH WALA PYAAR NAHIN HAI .. YE PYAAR KA KYA NAAM DEDUN..( This is not That kinda love ,what name I could give to this love) Giggles mad cute (hey yaar I got to read her body language there ) I can give in one sound New Raabta is there beyond the love between you n me ..” having all her eyes pointedly n indirectly and lagging in between... !! 🥰💝
Oh gawd .. THAT WAS MY OLD DAY TWEETS TO HER !!! 🙈🙈🙈
Did she recalled it all by so coincidentally or did she planned to Give me shock surprise on a Valentine’s Day after nearly 11 years Twitter life !!
Precisely,I kept on telling her these words those days as “This is not that kinda love (in comforting her receiving my heart early Twitter days..thousands of time have sent it to her again n again) and never call me Fan .i hate to be named under fanship. . there is no relationship name for this connection between you n me ..we can name it never ..let it be unnamed ..so it never comes in a boundary limit of love ..let this connection/bond remain unbounded”
The concert gradually catching new energies..yeah ..her energies transformed to audience n in return ..she kept shaking legs .. so cwute.. 😍 ya inbtwn I could catch her mischievous eyes (eyeball moments of her Sherlock n our shyloo) rolling to both extreme ends of right to left to right to left n it kept on n on as there was no pause for that funny movements throughout This particular concert till end and she never did these ever earlier before😂) Secret admirer in me 🤭
Moving on mentioning how the requests came on once this concert was confirmed .. through *Tweets* for regional songs (yeah I hav got that look over here too 😜) she picked up “Munbe vaa..” said how it’s impossible for her to not to do when she is in vit 😅 With usual cute lyrics mistake she sang it so Beautifully..Gorgeous ever live from her and at end we got SINGALONG part too like never before..she praised audience for singing so beautiful together..so she went for a Duet with us ,Her Audience our there...with those particular parts ..surprisingly my RINGTONE FOREVER ..I hv mentioned earlier in this post .. gawd..I was dead as she kept on sending flying kisses towards me (yeah may be for my camera..as her hands pointed clearly down and not far ahead 💝💋)
To my surprise she dint thanked both time for the applauds she received from audience (what Shreya !!! I smell there must be some strong reasons)
Now she have to fulfill her Telugu fans desire there... took SAAMAJAVARAGAMANA (hahaa spell it on ur own if u r unfamiliar with this) for First ever time (yayyyy) hey yaar she was shrinking her face often ..(coincidentally I was doing it often there too as I feel sensation there over my nose since I am into spiritual mode in recent times..hahaa ..and my hand went upto my head pressing my head often ..was she doing that too here !! So strange of us ..neither of us did these gestures before ever ).. it was splendid energy ..she loved dancing for it . Applauds carried on. 🥰
“Ghar more pardesiya..” came on her list.. she f all these many days I never got it but from here it all vibed as “a call” from her to come back home !!!!!
Gawd she actually danced for this too soo unbelbel moments..leaving eye contacts often coming for me (haha I am still a good child sat like cluelessly wandering kid infront of her 🤷🏻♀️)
To be clear ..she was interacting with audience throughout this whole concert but her frequent eyeball rolling Sherlock moments lavished leaving no trace for rest of audience..yeah ...could feel how ishpecial she lovvvvvvv to treat me as she feel as there was only me sitting Infront of her 😭😭😭🙏🏼🙏🏼🙏🏼💝 This is some invisible bonding connection..HEART -HEART TALKS !!!
Yaad aayaa... heart to heart talk actually I recognised from recent chennai airport meet with her as how stoopidly I forgot absolutely about Shreya but subconsciously I was looking inch by inch into her only... as if Heart knows her ..kinda My body can recognise her even if I fall down in coma there !!! 💝 Ye toh kuch zyaadhaa ishpecial hai abi.. 🥰
Well,PINGA ga pori
(or even Thingaadha poori to Tamil clans like me n mukil ..haha outburst into laughters as if nobody else was seeing me there sitting alone in bunch of front row crowd doing this for no obvious reasons 😂🙈)
...she started singing... I have to mention here that she was dancing so bubbly bubbly Ghoshal.. on some steps and did highly mischievous things in searching of me throwing her tantrumic eyes to showcase her dancing skills 🤦🏻♀️🤦🏻♀️🤦🏻♀️ And don’t kno what she must have thought.. At those same lines with which she was having some intimate eye contacts she left me during 19jan 2019 Pune ils law college ground concert (phew)... she walked on my side ramp.. showing her SO-called-SURPRISE LOOKS as if she was seeing me there my presence so newly at that moment only (!!!) DRAMA QUEEN for strong reasons LOL 😂 How cute is that to get her all aftershocks in “Eyeing” me every second as if I came there only by that second 😂💔😂🙏🏼 Dheivame Shreya ,Nee verra levella erangi pichi pinni edukkuramma!!!
Hmm .. HEEEYYYYYYYY latpatlatpat... she seems stunned and immovable firmly fixedly SINGING TOOO “Kamar daamini adhar raagini...” flipping her right hand thumb n middle finger for some more time...but stilll she was sliding left to right to left STARING ME (as if she was flat ...bowled out ..loosing her wicket so easily for me !!! Am I that much attracting her soul ??)
I was horribly unable to recognise “is she really looking into me doing these or into beautiful girls beside me behind those steel barrier gates???” -my mind voice!!
She sang LOUDER ...HEY... Latpatlatpatu... !!!
That moment All her HEY wala tweets on year 2009&2010 all got into real lives of us ...which never got its importance those days .we used to tease her expressing as if she was getting ready to beat us only with those HEY replies 😭😂😭💝 We never loosing each other so easily still giving gain on each other strengths 💋
She she sheee is now Pointing me direct ... I was screaming low (well her new stealthsonics white in ear monitors named SG working effing sharp.. haha blame her insta stories..we get to know such things existence from there😂 even I am now rooting to steal it from her 🙈)
She heard my “whooo?” At extreme shock n I (maybe ..unsure) left hand sign from my seat itself as if she really pointing me !!
YES ..Shreya was nodding ...Up n down up n down.. still waving finger drops and back again pointing me with awwwwdrooobaly WINK on right eye and all these EXPRESSIONS ARE IMMORTAL.. now I lost my Wicket ... so flat.. drooling literally.... (my mobile screen was evidence being victim often bathed in my salivas only visibly 🙈🙈🙈 better I remain shutting my mouth further tight n open never )
Gawddd WHAT HAS JUST HAPPENED AND PREVAILED WITHIN BOTH OF US ?!!!
Is She Proposing or Revealing me with all the love she SAVED and never shared with me since initial Twitter days??(Not to forget YE WOH WALA PYAAR NAHIN HAIN 😂😂😂🙈)
She havnt paused her Singing yet..while doing these many gestures.. she must have did too many homeworks to put these things on right place including interactions with me and her attachment with my olden days tweet with which I myself have forgotten completely... despite she was holding her forehead sometimes inbtwn this concert as she was having sinus problems seems.. All these Challenges are halwa factors for her ..she always embrace any challenge that come on her way taking health as viable..I love this girl’s Determination so mad ..she is soo my kind in every inch within 🤗🤗🤗
All the Hods n profs around me were turning back into me 🙈 I left shy And was abt to drop my mobile.
Yet I remained more stoopid other than sending her some Flying kisses (ahhh I love directing them towards her ) She left that ramp collecting it without fail .. 💝
I see a sparkle in her stellar performance after these many adulations exchange...completely transformed Shreya at end of Pinga 😍
She sang Barso re Megha (I m barring more on her interactions 😜 leaving trigger in you to watch them live only in her concerts than watching in YouTube videos. It’s all once in a lifetime opportunity for yall.. not for me though 😆)
Ye ishq hai ...followed.
She was showing her hand aimlessly (but having eye contacts)at me when singing once “Poochona poocho mujhe kya hua hai TERI BAAHON (no no it was BAATON,she altered word on her own here) MEIN AAKAR” Hehee 🤭 I was kinda embarrassed here 🙈
Yeah I am always “lack in lil sense of humour” in her language 😂(refer her tweet replies to me back year 2009 and yeah She and me and Twitter are inseparable in each other lives ..hey yaaron she even tweeted once under blanket ..from China during a concert stay pre show ..pretended as shleeping to her mom’s eyes..🙈 aillaa.. even aunty was calling uncle through phone call in complaining that.. haha she never hides anything from tweeples and ya ofcourse to her parents privilegeblye💝 such a cutie pie she is ..her age is just a number merely..)
Then..,
Nagada sang dhol...surprised to see her beautifully talented electric guitar dude Abhishek Dasgupta came infront of her stage like never before ..danced with her eye catchingly ...New Improvisation part in her concert..soo many updates from this concert..unbelievably.. I enjoyed thoroughly n she made every lil things to fall perfect in treating me with such electrifying outnumber ...wrapping first half 🤗💝 phew ..let me check timing with my video in my gallery... 🤭
Sorry it was 9.07 pm 😜
So much told n soo much untold stories.. uff
Shreya n Abhay were Felicitated with trophies 🙈😍🤷🏻♀️
While Abhay overtook the break on his own fame “Moongil thottam...” audience went jaw dropping including me ...hehe.. I said na he is my new love(for his awdorable singing almost I feel a male version of Shreya Ghoshal in him ) ...I still figuring how Shreya overhear my heart personally n brought him to place Infront of my eyes in treating me on this Valentine’s Day so planned well n executing so perfectly as if prepared this whole concert just for me .... there must be some connections worked out and hence I started to believe Paranoia theory ...affirming all spiritual connectivities ..favoured by universe conspiring ...and hurdles all sorted out by universe on its own ..this day ..each n every things happened in this way. Wait .
It’s okay with me ..but how do these guys Shreya and Abhay too got connected Highly Spiritual knowingly or unknowingly..like me ?!! Yeah Affirmations and I am happy in recognising it only from this Valentine’s Day concert (or maybe my imaginary view if you don’t believe in it 😆) to me it will be the besht ever valentine gift I got offered and a beautiful exploding box of gift presented by Shreya legimate Neatly as onetime deal throughout my whole life till date (yeah I m aware of not limiting 🤭)
Tu hi re ,Hamma hamma (both Hindi n Tamil versions),Abhay sang it so beautifully..I dint got any moment to relax... Shreya entered stage for second half.... DEEWANI MASTANI 😍💝
She seems RECHARGED FULLTO ..Woohoo.. could feel the josh in her... pretty more active than first half !!
Kizhakku pookkum (a Malayalam song) came on surprise as she was told n request from professors backstage for a Malayalam song 😍
Ya.. no song request from audience came to Shreya here. Quite surprised. Ye to quite unusual hai yaar. Not evn single request though ppl cried for their mother tongue songs only 🤦🏻♀️🙅🏻♀️
Zoobi doobi ,kar har maidan fateh,slow motion (I upgraded my seat to very first front Row yet stage was lil far 🤦🏻♀️) ,ooo la la,Radha ... phew .. there was technical issues sometimes audio was muted inbtwn during these rapidfire zones... she appreciated crowd as “thers no force to stop us in enjoying never minding the technical issues”
😂 chikni chameli,Ghoomar ..pausing to introduce her TEAM Shreya Ghoshal Band 😍
She also wanted to “Pension” us by beautiful timeless beauty ones back to back . Heyya..she was choking into tears while speaking of hardships of broken first love when it was so true .. (ya more Hindi words came ..to catch was tough) but why do she was in such state of emotional trance evn bfr started singing is a myth !! And it all looked like as if it’s only my heart got dressed up in pink infront of me jumped rolling on stage Speaking of the pain it underwent within itself ..once it rammed with all these words she hav just spoken .... in the form of Shreya Ghoshal ..
oh yaar is she feeling for my old stupid blahblah tweets there ?she is giving life to all dead cells literally.. I couldn’t stop joining the bidding
Shreya said 7G rainbow colony (thers one Rainbow colony in chennai Anna Nagar too my Neibor locality) & 7G brindaavan colony ..meaning she is about to sing both versions and she did well n mixed Ninaithu ninaithu paarthaal in first part n ended with Thalachi thalachi...wiping off tears from her eyes ..!! 💔 I dint want her in that mode..!!
Teri meri ,lagjagale, ..helplessly she felt not to finish the day ..ending unwillingly..sang a bit of Abhi na jao chodkar... and that’s it end part arrived with “Mere dholna sun..” around 10.30 pm ... 🙄
She walked off finishing it with usual style... I dint missed end Sargam parts... with heavy heart knowing this valentine day shall never come back once again ..!! Couldn’t say bye to her ..walked to reunite with family.. in thought of finding a way in making my roses reach her .. mukil adjoined gaining me confidence leaving my husband n Jithhu to wait in our car ther itself ... just half a furlong under ..we were wandering at guards holding heavy Guarding ropes ...
suddenly couple of them told “let them go..” and dropped the rope
letting us to go through that way... as if someone activated their subconscious mind so filmy.. not even we stepped couple of feet from there ..
we guessed the cars nearing us in the darkness must be definitely Shreya ..
and it favoured further more by taking a C turn around us in stealing our all surprises..
I could see her dad (my uncle clearly)
It was a medical miracle still and
Yet
He or Shreya stopped their car seeing me almost standing closer
(wide opened eyes ..it was their car came closer to us this much closer n I dint walked toward Her that car)
to window ..
I would be further more stupid if can’t wave a Hi to them ..but I loved this filmy moment..
embracing..
who opened /pulled down window to talk to me ??!!! 🙈😍😭😂
I AM STILL UNBELBEL ..on these sequences that happening every second continuing miracles infront of my eyes...
Shreya said “Thank you Anandhiii..”
and told me couple of words ..I was not in sense then ..
I handed over her my 36flowered Pink roses bouquet to wish her 36 th birthday
(counted with each flowers )
on this Valentine’s Day..
shook her softest hand comfortably
(arre yaar did she read my previous blogpost or what?ther was no refusal in handshaking)
but could hear She was riding Emotional from those words when she thanked me back ..lol I replied again Thanking her and thanking uncle individually for stopping car n the concert.. 😍 it was kinda “Thanksgiving” day to each other or what?! I dropped the idea of asking pictures from her car or asking some more nice things I had in mind n tongue but burried everything within seeing her helples emotionstranded Eyes and Voice !!
Heart -heart talked so many things without spelling (spilling) a word out..
I felt heart fully to grabbb her face out there ..kiss her both eyes n cheeks .. but managed in achieving by virtual only !!! I lov this feeling I have always for her .. and I m going through now too..!!
I am blessed much enough...I shouldn’t make her more vulnerable in name of love ..so I said a simple “Byebye..Tata..” hurrying her to move away soon🤷🏻♀️🤦🏻♀️
Meanwhile nobody else from crowd dispersing around us had the idea ..by 3 cars were immovable there in darkness n nobody cared to look inside as who it could be 🤦🏻♀️ By last minute only couple of girls were able to identify Shreya from darkness n said “Hi mam”
she was surprised to see mukil behind my back and talked something..and that’s it she left..so gradually with her father beside .. and I was happy finally for been so fortunate to wish her Birthday once again with flowers after so many ages ..😍
Kind enough of Ghoshals to stop car on No way of middle for this soul .as if it all was spelled down by Shreya to make me possibly meet her ?!
Alll timings once again worked on its own clearing every lil things as conspired by universe!! More Pronoic I am since then ... this Valentine’s Day.
And it all
Took one full week in realising all the Revealations or confessions inbtwn concert so casually came out from Shreya Ghoshal..I am not wondering at those things but everything from recent meet ..it all could be her spell of telepathic waves ..and so it all was No Coincidence..may it Pune hotel meet ,Bengaluru airport meet and recent Chennai airport meet.. !! It all heart to heart talks ..made things more crystal clear and I m not getting over from Valentine’s vibe she sowed in my every nerves in me ...and I am seeing n talking to her in my all meditation process and intuitions ..only she is ruling in that Pink outfit ..!!! And to affirm everything..
Now I feel this Parallel Railroads got beautiful journey together Endless..limitless... now more meaningful.. purposeful.. and I am sure we are having millions of light year to travel together.. receiving twin flame cosmic energies conspiring our way into universe.. and I am happy to feel in finding way to go back home from this Reunion 🤩
So it was just Shreya who triggered the spiritual connection within me which was inactive all these many ages.. might have encountered envisions (knowingly/unknowingly) of me a decade ago itself..now I started to believe ..and it was not Just me who tried communicating with her through telepathic waves 2 months back 🤟🏼
Hey I should tell you all if you believe in spiritual things .it works well for you.if u don’t believe it won’t work ..so it’s not a deal for me to make u accept the way I believe or think of this connection. but u r free to feel it as imagination perhaps. And All spiritual energies r attracted to u only when u keep ur thought n mind Pure and honest at any situation. And by feeling it all within me I know I am into next phase of this soul purpose for now . 🙏🏼
She read my tweets nowadays too? (possibly missed not even one it seems) corrected “Ennai” to “Enna” for Mannippaayaa In her recent Malaysia concert,sang “VENMEGAM MUTTA MUTTA” Tamil version of Barso re in Malaysia concert,confessed How her fans are emotionally attached with her (haha ..I ended the vit concert meet by feeling it how emotional she was into so I could mention here ) These feelings all are so mutual..Our Tweets are mere confessions.
I love Shreya paapaa so much ..
Hmm hmm....
I am making possible to finish this post as much as short I could and thanks yall for the well wishes ..
Will continue if heart tell me to write or just handle on... !!
And yes ..I could feel and am into full on my Romantic vibe in every nerves since then ..felt that blockage in my abdomen all got healed suddenly like how Emma Watson felt at climax of Noah if u have watched it before.
But other sad reality was our almost just 8yrs old female Golden retriever named #shyloo fell sick all of sudden and passed away diagnosed with Open Pyometra helplessly !!
I couldn’t bear the pain she underwent ..and how she was crying helplessly and I healed through our prayers and meditation in sending off her soul from her body !!
It is like she swapped all her health with me taking away all the pain I had in me .. so letting me fall into romantic vibes with which I was buried alive ages ago all my intimate feelings .. Giving a New lease of life ,I do believe now in all these Paranoia theory.
The whole universe conspires to make every things and people fall on place favouring our life in every means of support!!
Just too many thoughts and observations within me ..Shreya just keeps on filling my intuitions physicly since this Valentine’s Day ..I am grateful for her and shyloo in making all unbelbel things happen for me .. 🙏🏼🙏🏼🙏🏼
Hmm.. To clear you all .She maybe some elite class celebrity .i am not a fan of her .i am always clear in that ..this certain connection between her and me follows eternity and she do have nothing to bother me or you in any words affirming. It all possibly my imaginations hurting none sentiments or personal or public life in anyway. Whatever you feel you should ask me directly and I or she don’t owe any explanation in this to any of you..neither .
Just be good n do good without second thought and have zero expectations when u really help/heal others!!
Thank you for the support and love you all for being nice to me all the time 🥰🙏🏼
with warm ❤️
A.R.
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